Saturday, January 29, 2005

poorthing!

yo peeps! haiz.. my dear wenfa.. so poorthing.. sick still must go training.. shud rest one lor.. the coach... arghh!! haiz.. but hu tell them win the other schs.. if nv win then wun have to train so hard already.. haiz.. nvm.. wha........... i miss wenfa so much.. one day of not seeing his face very nan shou.. dunno wat to do lehh.. haiz.. nth to write.. i can only say i love wenfa alot alot ALOT!!

Monday, January 24, 2005

wat the??!!

haiz.. bmt players did not win the sss match.. wat the heck.. i dreamt of them winning.. wenfa showing his muscular legs when he jumped and smack it down.. haiz.. but all were just a dream.. they did not win.. really sad for them lehh.. wenfa.. dun sad hor!! i will still love u.. even if u lose in anything.. i love love love u u u....! i feel damn guilty to have tt dream.. maybe if i nv dream then wun lose already.. everything i dream about wun come true one.. heng i nv dream of marrying u.. haa.. if not wun marry u.. heng ar! haa.. i dunno wat to write already lehh.. just wanted to say tt i hate sok wun and love wen fa!! haa.. ok ok.. gooooooooooood bye!

Saturday, January 22, 2005

love is in the air.. so nice smell!

they say love is in the air.. tt's y i smell sth sweet everytime i breathe.. i smell the love for me to wen fa.. tt scent of love makes me wanna love him more.. i love u.. and this post is for him!

u make me wanna fall in love everytime i see u.. loving u is such a pleasure.. u are my life.. it all started on last year's national day.. when we had a bbq downstairs my hse.. u were there.. smiling and playing with the other boys.. having fun with ur life.. i knew there was sth really special about u.. but i couldn't figure out what.. not until the night.. when u were the only one who stayed back to clear up the mess.. the only boy who did the stuff.. the special one out of the rest.. the one i loved and admired.. the one i fell in love with.. seeing u packing up made me almost cry.. i layed my eyes on u.. after u packed up.. i shouted bye.. u waved ur hand.. and then.. my heart rate increased.. i knew i had fallen in love with u.. u perfect boy.. so responsible and gentle-manly.. so strong and helpful.. i really cant wait for u to be mine.. i love u.. i love ng wen fa.. i have many things to say to u.. but they cant be written in black and white.. cause love's not meant to be written down on paper.. but to show the true meaning of it.. i wanna show u the meaning of my loneliness without u now.. im real bored without u.. i love u.. i wanna be with u.. please love me too.. im now writing a song for u.. and if i get the chance to be with u.. i would only sing tt song to u.. and the title would be " our song ".. hope u can catch it.. the only way is to be with me.. cause i will get tt feeling to write tt song with u around.. i love u....

they did it again!

yo ppl! i am damn happy man!! whoohoo!! anyway.. the bmt ppl did it again.. they rock!! yeah!!

the day b4 went to singapore conference hall for band prac.. it was so fine.. i was very pissed off at first.. cause i was having my period.. but after receiving his msg.. i didnt feel tt anything was wrong.. i am so damn happy! he said he cannot know me well as he haven got a chance to be with me.. then i asked him if he wanted to be with me.. but he said tt his parents will scold.. i dun want him to be scolded.. so i said nvm.. haa!! but then now cannot next time sure can one.. yeah yeah!! i love wen fa!! whoa.. start to feel excited to see him again.. still got one more day.. whoo hoo!! all thanks to lingli.. she helped me typed the first msg to him.. whoo hoo!! she rocks!! good luck to u and adam also.. yeah yeah.. will i have a chance?? it depends on wen fa now.. will he wanna be with me in the end?? wow..!! i noe u guys very excited also.. haa.. i love him!! he rocks!!
he made my whole day so nice!! but now im worried whether they will win singapore sports school anot.. hmm.. abit impossible.. but then must not lose face also.. can win then win.. cannot win then nvm.. i will still love wen fa one.. haa.. so no diff.. yepp!! i love wen fa!! I LOVE WEN FA!!
yepp.. i haven eat finish yet.. i go eat my mee siam already.. and continue missing WEN FA!! i love him mans.. ok.. and my sis found out already.. damnit.. she thinks we all together le.. haa.. not so fast la hor.. hee.. ok.. gooooooood bye!

Tuesday, January 18, 2005

yepp! they won..!!

yeah baby!! c boys won the match! whoohoo!! real happy for them sia.. yepps! and ppl ar.. not say i wanna say u all.. but plz dun say i like wenfa infront of him.. although its really true but he may not like it.. ya.. sometimes u all must think abit first.. yepp..

just came back from sch.. writing this post coz i may not have time to next time.. this is my only free time.. so im writing it now.. haa.. im so lame.. u must be thinking y i cant just freaking type out wat i have to say.. haa.. sorry for my crapping.. i really dunno wat to write.. haa.. just want to say tt all i need is him now.. and the love tt comes with it.. i really need him.. i hope he need me too.. but im really not sure.. maybe he is now finding me an irritating thing bothering him.. or even worse.. making his life difficult.. i really dun mean it.. but i just cant help it as im really loving u.. im serious.. i want u to be mine.. but i just dun have the courage to ask u everytime i see u.. loving u makes me troubled.. but i cant stop loving u.. i want u to love me too.. but i dun think i have tt chance.. if i do.. show me ur love.. yeah.. gotta stop now.. typing these makes me real depressed.. ya.. bye...........

Saturday, January 15, 2005

love u

I LOVE WEN FA!

Wednesday, January 12, 2005

sick again....

hello peeps!! haiz.. my hands now trembling.. coz the medicine doc gave me will make my hands shake.. typing alot of errors now.. gotta take alot of time typing this post.. haa.. yeah.. today nv go sch again.. then tmr not going for band.. haiz.. so sad.. i wanna go band.. but cannot.. argh.. tt stoopid doc again.. keep saying i needa rest.. coz i nv rest enough.. haiz.. wat to do.. the doc's always right!
then yesterday.. my sis made my mum real worried.. she came back about 11 plus.. made my mum cry until siao.. haiz.. really cant get my sister sometimes.. sometimes she really dunno tt she can be more stoopid than me (this means real stoopid).. nv knew some ppl can be stoopid-er than me sometimes.. haiz.. she claimed to have lost her phone at bukit batok.. so she used her only 10cents to call her phone.. yepp.. she she got her phone back after going back from bishan to bukit batok.. its real lame.. argh.. she came back to bishan.. she didnt even bother to call my mum.. she didnt know my mum was worried.. haiz..wat a daughter.. then later reached my block.. i received a call from her bf saying tt she is at the 30th story.. wonder wat she's doing up there.. after about few minutes.. i called her.. but i couldnt get her coz her hp was offed.. argh!! i really hate her sometimes.. dunno how to say her..
other than my sister.. lets tok about me! i was not really feeling well today morning coz my chest really hurts.. so i went to tell my mum about it.. she told me to sms verine first to tell her tt no need to pick me.. so i did.. and soon found out tt her hp was offed.. i didnt call her as i was too tired and lazy to.. sorry verine.. didnt mean to let u wait.. i feel real bad now.. sorry.....
yepp.. nth to write in actually.. just felt bored.. yea.. sho.. good bye! good luck for all ur tests.. competitions and tournaments coming up!

Sunday, January 09, 2005

HAPPY!

I AM VERY HAPPY
THE FINAL STAGE IS COMING
I HAVE HOPE
I LOVE MYSELF
I AM THE HAPPIEST PERSON ON EARTH
LET THIS BE TRUE
IT MAY BE MY LAST TIME FEELING HAPPY
BUT I DUN THINK SO
I WILL BE HAPPY
FOREVER I WILL BE
-HAPPY FOREVER-

Saturday, January 08, 2005

stoopid gastric

haiz.. my stoopid gastric.. suddenly pain in the middle of the night.. about 1.30 am.. argh.. made me cannot sleep.. so i go tell my mummy.. then she keep asking me ok anot.. then becoz of the pain and my mummy's concern.. i cried.. i actually cried!! argh.. it really hurt.. my mummy keep asking me whether needa go hospital anot.. then tt time too pain like dunno how to ans.. then my mummy like want me to ans like tt.. then i talk tt time very blur.. then suddenly i felt like vomitting.. so i went to toilet.. my mummy oso follow me.. then i vomitted.. i first vomitted the water i just drank.. then later got some kind of yellow liquid come out.. i dunno wat izzit.. i didn't eat anything yellow.. my medcines are all not yellow in colour too.. so my mummy concluded tt it is my gastric.. haiz.. maybe i skip lunch too many times.. make my gastric got prob.. i next time must eat le. if u all dun see me eat hor.. must remind me.. if i say not hungry hor.. then u beat me.. ok? if i really dun wanna eat hor.. u all must help me buy.. then i dun want to eat oso cannot already.. kk? set..!
haiz.. then now chest pain.. very pain lor.. just finished watching "teenage mutant ninga turtles".. my second fav show last time when i was young.. the first was power rangers.. they rock!! hee.. now gastric oso starting to pain le.. so better go eat breakfast le.. bee hoon!! whoo hoo!! okie.. rae yi the pervertic girl.. out!

i hate my stoopid gastric

Friday, January 07, 2005

sick...

haiz.. yesterday fever.. today have mc.. haiz.. but then today no fever!! i wasted one day of education.. and one day of seeing him.. all the stoopid doc's fault.. tell me better rest for one day.. haiz..
yesterday.. i still go for band.. i tot nth was wrong with me.. but i was wrong.. when i measured my temp.. it was 38.2.. but i didn't want to leave tt time.. cause i promised ver to send her home.. so i waited for her.. i told meifang tt im not feeling well.. but she told me to set up my instrument first.. so i did.. then later.. we had to go to the 4th story becoz the others were all used up.. and i had to carry my instrument and a stand along.. and in tt stand.. there were lingli's things.. i dropped her mirror many times accidently.. it broke.. i didn't realise it.. until may told me.. im sorry lingli.. i really didn't mean it.. sorry.. i feel real bad too.. i'll buy u a mirror sometime.. sorry..
when i reached 4th story.. i felt even worse.. i just lyed myself on the table.. my head was hurting like mad.. i felt horrible.. i could feel my heartbeat in my head.. it hurt!
then.. i slept for about 45 mins.. i made lotsa funny dreams.. and i trembled in between my sleep.. luckily no one saw it.. phew! anyway.. i woke up and i measured my temp again.. it was 38.3!! gosh.. after a nap it was worse.. then may let me drink finish her water.. i didn't want to drink at first.. i shud say may FORCED me to drink.. so i drank and she filled her bottle again..
and i went to the toilet.. and came back lying on the table again..
after tt.. meifang and lingli came ack from the testing of sec ones.. so i said sorry to lingli.. she said nvm.. but i fely bad too.. then meifang was giving us a tok on dicipline.. i was half dead then.. all of them said i looked like im dying.. so i asked theo.. she agreed too.. darn!! haa..
then later jiaheng walked pass me.. and asked me if i was ok.. when i said no.. he quickly told me to pack up my instrument and go home.. i said ok.. so lingli accompanied me down and i packed my intrument into the soft case as i had to bring it home.. and i went to put my sax into the hall with my bag.. there were only ppl from table tennis in the hall.. so i watched them for awhile and measured my temp.. again.. this time.. it was worse.. 38.4!!! argh.. so let me tell u ppl.. its no use to only rest when u have fever.. it will make it worse! i went out and i sat outside the hall and watched the ppl playing table tennis.. they were not very good......... tt's y mayflower table tennis is something ppl dunno.. haiz..
i was waiting for verine.. and soon she came.. i followed her to the hall to pick up her things.. and i called my god ma to tell her tt i cant make it to tuition.. she said ok.. but i have to go to her tuition later at 2.. yeah..
then we went home.. my mum saked me wat's wrong with me.. then i say i have fever.. then she like not suprised like tt.. then keep saying tt she knew it.. coz i didn't have ample sleep the past few days.. so she brought me to the doc.. my hated person..
and bla bla bla.. i was home.. i ate fishball noodles.. and my fever gone down coz of the fishballs.. hee.. and i ate my medcine and i went to bathe.. after bathing.. i went to dry my hair and straight away went to bed.. and now.. my head looks like i've just came out of a exploded oven.. so PONG!! argh.. haa.. nvm la..
yeah.. and now.. i have no fever already!! argh.. regretted not going to sch.. haiz.. the stoopid doc.. haiz.. anyway if i wanna go to sch my mum oso wun let.. she will say.. " dun have fever oso cannot go.. so many days never sleep well already.. rest one day can anot?" .. haiz.. yeah.. i knoe my mum tooooooo well.. yepp.. anyway.. i missed u guys even when i was asleep.. i even dreamt of sok wun's mum coming to scold me for scolding her daughter.. wow.. totally bad dream.. haa.. my tired mind..

okie.. i think its time for me to stop.. yeah.. sho.. bye bye!

Wednesday, January 05, 2005

things i have to say..

have some things to say to some ppl.. here goes..

To Wai Kit : Sorry for me yelling u at tt day.. i was defending rights.. sorry.. hope u dun take it too seriously..

To Jia Heng: I just found out tt u are not so bad after all.. i know u are in difficulty leading a band with ppl hating u.. i know u dun like it too.. u have no choice.. i know.. sorry for hating u last time too..

To Xian Min: U WATCH OUT!

To Sok Wun: Please dont.. please dont.. PLEASE DONT!!!!!! ( if u noe wat i mean )

yeah.. if i dun say these things.. im gonna feel very bad inside..

Sunday, January 02, 2005

fav things!

hello peeps! today.. im gonna write all my fav things on this post! are u ready? let's go!! they are all ranked.. (first=favourite of the favourites)

fav COLOURS
`green
`brown
`yellow
`orange
`purple

fav FOOD
`fishballs
`eggs
`tofu
`potato
`mushrooms
`fried man tou
`zha jiang mian

fav DRINKS
`kickapoo
`sarsi
`root beer
`soya bean milk
`chrysanthemum tea
`winter melon drink

fav PEOPLE
`negi springfield
`edna mode
`frozone
`yingshan
`1A except gila zha bo
`1J-4J & 6D

fav IDOLS
`zhou chuan xiong
`maksim
`shinhwa
`jay chou
`wang li hom
`luo zhi xiang
`olinda

fav SONGS
`my fav idols' songs
`uptown girl
`how am i supposed to live without u
`vincent
`roses
`dun wanna miss a thing

fav THINGS
`my hp
`my earrings
`my bed
`my necklace and bracelet
`my piano
`my sax

fav SHOWS
`spongebob squarepants
`long before time
`art central's cartoons
`english operas

fav DREAMS about--
`him
`being married
`having my own family
`being a musician
`being famous
`being able to fly

i think tt's about all of my favourites.. yeah.. i just love my favourites! whoohoo!
miss me!





cham.....

die.. tmr sch reopen le.. i haven even finish my hw yet.. haiz.. i bluff my mum and sis say finish le.. haiz.. tt time conference with jieying tt time my sis oso there.. so i told jieying tt i finish already.. haiz.. i didn't mean to lie to them.. it was all my freaking fault.. make me end up in confusion.. haiz.. now begging joy to help me do some.. haiz.. how useless can i get??!!

oh well.. other than tt.. guess wat??? i saw YINGSHAN!! AAHH!! about one year nv see her already.. piang~~ i saw her on new year eve.. piang.. damn shiok.. finally can hear her voice face to face.. really missed her man.. robinsons is my saviour.. let me see u there.. haa.. nonsense.. actually we can meet up sometime if we want k?

oh yeah.. toking about sch reopening oso.. hee.. cant wait to see many peeps sia.. piang.. now i cut the hair.. damn ugly.. wondering how to style then nice.. cannot style until like siao kia oso.. later tt mdm pang use her stoopid comb to comb hard hard in my head again.. if she does tt again.. i will pull off her hair ar! maybe tt one not real hair.. i'm gonna pull off her wig!! muahahaha!!

i now trying to lose weight.. holidays put on 1kg!! argh.. yeah.. so i wanna dance ddr now.. ha.. so early dance le.. haa.. wat to do.. sch reopens tmr!! yeah.. so have to dance until siao.. haa.. maybe i can lose 3 kg! haa.. yeah.. sho.. i know this post is kinda short yeah? nvm.. gotta rush to slim down.. haa.. okies! buh bye!

-i should'nt have lied-


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