OBMUD.

yo! wha.. today lucky mans! nv got screamed by supra.. anyways.. had quite a nice day today.. got to see him in the morning AGAIN! haa.. and yeahs.. got to sit with luoling during mrstan lesson again.. hee.. and i was like explaining y she shudnt like those TWOppl anymore.. and its like.. haa!! i said zi hua was a better choice..its true tho.. zi hua is very cute! rmbing him praying to God when me and luoling were shouting at each other.. haa.. funny guy.. if i dun like wen fa i confirm like him le.. haa.. but i hope i wun like zi hua la.. HOPES..

and hmms.. got a great feeling tt mrtan wun leave us.. and yeahs.. maybe my dream of joining tbtn not there le.. BUT! from now onwards.. im playing tbtn on saturdays at about 11plus at blk 176 in bishan.. so if anyone of u got time can go there find me.. =) andAND going to start swimming every sunday with my father oso.. he now got time le.. and its TIME for him to work out! going to build up his flabby muscles.. actually there's no need to.. he doesnt have any excess muscles.. hee~

realise tt every 1A peeps are like getting further and FURTHER away? hmms! a gathering wud be perfect i hope.. jieying! must plan k? heard from shuyu going to seoul garden.. hmms.. not bad la.. but its like.. the whole place will be full with 1A noise! whooosss!!

and im loving myself sooOO much nowadays.. dunno y.. im just so proud of myself.. become ziliankuang le.. haa.. i find myself just so darn sensible.. knowing how to make ppl laugh and stuffs.. I LOVE MYSELF!

anyways.. nv tok about me and my sister when we ate sakae yesterday.. first.. we were slapping each other at the entrance! muahaa.. and later ate&ATE! and i HATE one of the worker there man! infact i hate 2 of them.. 1girl1boy.. the girl one hor.. think we stoopid need herto explain like tt.. nehny lor! and the guy one hor! walao.. dunno how to smile one lor! must smile ma.. wat are ur lips and mouth and teeth and gums for? i hate ppl who dun smile lor! ANYWAYS! me and my sister ate quite alot.. hee.. i ate 11 plates and my sister ate 10! i win her by one plate.. i was sodarn full! got some food we share oso la.. so dun say 11plates so little.. haa.. and i almost vommited in the end.. but heng nv vomit.. if not like seoulgarden like tt.. *eww*

hmms.. not much to write le.. gtg bathe then put on first uni! goshies.. white&black.. and later go eat lunch with my sister and LAOdou.. yepps! so.. err.. miss me! im going to kl tmr if u all rmb.. so ya.. dream of me if possible! hee!! byeebyee..!

missYOU! esp u..

hais.. ppl.. have to say this man.. im like.. so damn SAD la!! all the msges in my archives.. GONE!!! hais.. me and my stoopid idea to delete all at one time.. hais.. i only wanted to delete the sent msges.. but accidently pressed "delete all msges from all folders"!! i hate myself.. damnits.. hais.. but wat to do.. wat's done's done..
anyways.. so long no blog yeah? kinda buzy.. haa.. not really buzy la.. dunno y so tired nowadays.. in class always sleep sleep SLEEP!! stoopid pig=me.. yeah.. but wat to do.. tired ma.. hee =) anyways.. i failed my science by half mark! damnit la.. hais.. but then my chinese got 81 la.. not bad already la.. at least got a1.. haa! but then jieying got 80.5!! i win her 0.5 marks! she must be very qi gek.. hee.. wat to do.. haa.. 0.5 ONLY la.. kees!
i dunno wat to write.. tho many things happened.. happy and sad.. both.. but! hais.. still very sad.. anyways.. tmr got speech day le.. so excited.. then saturday early morning gonna wake up then go KL le!! then coming back on monday.. miss me ppl! altho u all cannot sms me those days la.. aiya.. i noe la.. u all confirm will miss me one.. haa.. cause i will miss u all too! i really love 1A!! 1A rocks my world!!

ohyaya!! and liyan ar! i hate liyan!! she locked me up in classroom.. argh! anyway.. i dun feel like explaning the whole thing.. but yeah.. i managed to get out by treating her a drink... arghh.. anyways.. thanks to liyan also la.. she help me write wenfa rocks in dnt workshop.. hee!! its near to xueli's "1A rocks" msg.. haa.. u all go check it out!! its at the end table.. yeah.. veryVERY big one..got my name oso la.. got colour also! damn striking.. haa.. go check out k? must hor!


OUT-

yo! another post for the day.. still at kenny's hse.. my sister and him singing karaok now.. i dun feel like singing.. as im SO bored.. no smses from wen fa.. hais.. feel like playing tbtn again!! but then dun have table.. hais.. so bored.. no one to tok to in msn oso.. im already forcing myself not to play so much porn liao.. so i not playing.. but im so BORED!! aargghhss... cant wait for monday.. hais.. but next week whole week oso must wear PE attire.. stoopid idea!! PE week so wat lor.. wat can tt QUEKY do if i dun wanna participate lor.. give me Aform ar? like i scared.. mrQUEK is nth to me.. only a thorn in my eye.. i hate mr quek! stoopid.. he thinks PE attire very nice meh? like $#!+ ar!! y dun change the shorts to bermudas.. it will be better! and the shirt.. ugly like hell.. dunno how to design it nicer meh? aargghh!!
anyways.. shiheng was very sad.. i think now oso la.. hais.. same case tt happened to us band ppl.. a SILVER.. we all knew we deserved sth more than a silver.. but bleahs! i got over it already.. the CO ppl just need more time.. they did great! im really proud of them.. CO rocks! i wonder y so many band ppl hate band.. and vice-versa.. WHY?? they are so CCA-cist.. hmms.. not sure wat made them hate each other.. we shud share things.. and not quarrel over them.. dun make them be pains in our @$$e$.. not good ya? we have to live in peace.. yeah.. i shall crown raeyi the peace maker.. =)
i dunno y but.. i feel like playing RO.. haa.. altho i dunno how to play la.. but wells.. better not play la.. later addicted to a game i dunno how to play.. and be stuck in the same old level.. which could be zero! haa.. lame man.. im just so bored.. SOSOSO bored.. and kenny is like singing starwars song in his pokemon shirt.. lame man! haa.. he is geting cuter everyday..
should i go sing karaok also? i reallyREALLY dun have to mood to sing.. hais.. feel like playing bmt and tbtn! and then swim.. omg.. hais.. everything i want now cannot be fufilled.. hais! y must this happen to me? hais.. my mummy say if today i play then tmr must study le.. hais.. needa do the 3 newspaper articles for mrstan.. and mrstan is a great teacher! she rocks to the core.. mrstanpuayhong! weets! (i wonder y so many ppl despise her)
ohyaya! i forget to write about yesterday's lunch with 10 ppl! goshies! andrea is so cute&creative! haa.. 11ppl.. 9 spoons.. oneHUGEearthquake in swensens.. haa.. javin had to pay yeah? but only for his deardear la hor verine? haa.. and we all had to pay $2.. i gave him $5.. he returned me $3.. but im not saying tt $3 is wrong.. but it was all in coins! aargghhss.. haa.. nvm.. just tt my purse was soDARN heavy!! anyways.. verine got into trouble.. but i DIDNT! i was damnDAMN guilty anyway.. but bleahs! its over!!
hmms.. i think i should have a conference now.. yeah.. same old peeps.. sho.. byebye!

8months15days..

hmms.. today is a fun day yeah? cooked myself meegoreng and made choco milk! whoos! nice stuff.. hmms.. and later went for tuition.. auntymummy is so cute! she keep blaming me for not telling her tt yesterday was my mummy's bday.. anyways.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY! =)
today is fun! after tuition.. i went back home.. and then prepare to go 176 there play tbtn again! weets! but this time playing with kenny.. haa.. talking about kenny playing tbtn.. only got one word to say.. "FUNNY"!! haa.. he doesnt know how to use his hands to pick up the ball.. but only noe how to use his bat to hithithit.. until it reaches the table for me to pick up.. LAME!!
anyways.. kenny grew a great deal!! good job kenny! ur getting more sensible.. but bleahs! i still dun like u! =)
after tt.. we went to kenny's hse.. to eat lunch and watch movie.. hee! we watched "the incredibles" !! and i saw my wife and husband inside.. muahaa.. frozone and edna rocks!
and later i played gb.. at first play with shiheng.. then later shiheng too sian le.. then wen fa play with me.. whoos! haa.. quite nice la.. his aiming better than me dunno how many times only.. haa.. wat to do.. i so long nv play le.. anyways.. i no mood to play com nowadays.. only like to play tbtn! WHA! tbtn rocks man! and then now my father got time to accompany me for swimming often le.. yeah!! and soon u all will see me burnt! then i will have a nickname called blacky.. cool man! whoos!
nth to write le.. hmms.. better go la hor? okie.. byebye!

waiting.. and waiting.. and WAITING!
waiting for u boy..
i really love u..
i love ur way of talking..
way of caring..
way of everything..
u are just one word to me..
"PERFECT"
but am i also perfect to u?
or maybe i should say am i perfect FOR u..
yeah.. the 8months 13 days of waiting has been great..
the wall between us is getting thinner now..
we may get closer in the "sms" world..
but hey..
wat's the use?
indirection is no solution..
i wanna be with u..
get to know u well in this real world..
the beautiful one we are living in now..
i love u..
hope u know it's true..
and hope u love me like i love u..


loves.

gosh.. so long nv blog liao.. hais.. had a very bad day today.. but some parts of the day was nice.. and some were just total $#!+.. hais.. dunno how to say..
lets start by saying sth lame to wake u all up! haa.. i killed cockles and a lime when eating my friedkuaytiao.. hee.. verine was there to see the"murder".. muahaha.. it was already dead anyway.. i just disected the cockles.. and pink sticky liquid was discovered in the cockles!! omg!! pink! sticky! gosh.. maybe it was the blood of them or sth.. yuck! anyways.. for the lime.. i used my chopsticks and pokepokepoke!until the limewas sooo "holey".. =))
i love killing unliving things.. haa.. the lame me.. off!

now.. it comes to the sad and angry me.. aargghhss.. today had the stoopid speech day rehearsal.. tmr having one more again!! kaos!!! so many rehearsals for wat? aargghh.. anyways.. tt stoopid jiaheng.. i tot i liked him lor! aarghhss.. wat crap.. i rather call him ostrich again lor! stoopid idiot bird! AAHH!!
thenTHEN!! after band.. verine kindof pissed me off.. but aiya! it was not her fault oso la.. i was already so irritated by all the things happening.. then my mummy scold me summore.. then my sister anyhow go dye hair and waste money!! walao! so many things happen lor!! cant stand it man!! im going nuts!! and just found out tt my father go resign his job.. now out with his friends.. hais.. im quite happy for him tho.. he did the right choice!! his boss sucks like hell!! i mean.. EX-boss!! total sucker.. shit him la!! and adding on the bad thingyss.. my mother had to cancel the new car.. and $2000 just flew away like tt! damnit!! arghh!! bad day anyways..



dun wish to speak anymore!

bye!

muahaa.. i'm like soDARN sick yesterday! hee.. wells.. im finally getting over the depressing news on weds.. and i got a feeling tt mr tan wun leave.. but who noes.. hope not!
anyways.. had a nice chat with javin thru msn 2 days ago.. he is not bad after all.. yeahs.. i last time see wrong him liao.. i asked him about tbtn.. haha.. and he toked about TPH.. he's kinda funny tho.. yeah.. but wenfa is funnier!
=)
went to see car today.. and my mummy decided to buy Kia Picanto.. so we bought it.. a black one.. its not much different from the one we have now.. but its way taller! and after we get tt car.. our family will have 2 black cars! muahaha.. i will feel soo black! *lame*
hais.. dun have MC for supra on monday leh.. but! im gonna write a letter saying i got diarrhoea! (but the truth is.. i have constipation).. and let my pretty sister sign it.. muahaaaaaa.....
no mood to write anymore as im sooDAMN "SICK"!!

12/4 -tues

happy; sad; sorry; angry
HAPPY
the day is coming! just tmr and whala! freedom.. but bleahs! i love BAND! i think a 'gold with honour' would be for us.. but who knows.. maybe the judges will be only stoopid enough to give us a gold.. =) wish me luck!

SAD
wells.. i didnt get to take my maths test as i didnt hand in my homework to mr sia.. yeahs.. i noe its my fault.. so i cannot blame anyone.. else but.. guess i have to plead him to stay back one day for the test.. if not a BIG egg will be for me.. yeahs.. sad day!

SORRY
hais.. sorry mummy.. i realy knew i was wrong going to kenny's hse to have fun instead of going for tuition.. the lame me.. sorry.. im really guilty.. but my crazy mind was just thinking of play, play and more playing after my band practice.. everyone needs a break.. agree? but bleahs! its still my fault..

ANGRY
i can say tt msANG sucks!! who is she to hurt anyone she likes and thinking she is the best? poor romaine.. have to be 'tortured' by her.. anyhow take her earrings for wat?! u dun have ownself go buy la! dun jealous ma.. still act cool throw away the earrings.. NIKE leh! mr quek say can put on yet u say cannot.. u pai2 lao2 ji3 ar?? EXTRA! argh.. actually i say these oso no use.. scold this type of ppl only wasting time and effort.. wat for say about someone who has NObrainsNOlooks?


13/5 -weds

SYF
yeahs.. the whole thing is finally over.. with tears, anger.. bleahs! emotional scences around in taka seoul garden.. yeahs.. well.. i always wanted tt 'silver' news to be just a joke.. and i tot it was fake until msMOK came and told us the truth.. it was really a silver.. oh wells.. mr tan said we did our best.. yeah.. MCB did great! cheer up guys! but.. me myself still haven really got over our news of getting silver.. i tot it wud be 'gold with honour'.. bleahs! a silver?? hais.. no one to blame but tt LAM-my chicken wing..
wells.. me and lingli ate fishballs.. and b4 she came.. its like.. there were already 20+ in my tummy.. but wells.. we vent ourselves by eating and eating fishballs.. and sean joined in! yeahs.. and everyone started eating fishballs.. yeah.. only lingli and sean competed with each other.. whoever ate 100 fishballs will win.. i wasnt in the competition.. but! i ate 100++ fishballs! it was great! wenfa told me to stop 'torturing' myself.. but bleahs! i dun give a damn about it.. after eating my last fishball.. a strange feeling was in my stomach.. and yeah.. i vomitted infront of so many ppl.. OBSCENE!! i used my hand to cover my mouth.. and yuck! it was all covered with munched fishballs and bleahs.. i made sean lose his appetite.. sorry sean! and in the end.. neither lingli nor sean won.. i was the real winner! muahaa.. no la.. maybe they see me vomit scared liao.. haa.. anyways.. im going to sch tmr! and when they tell band members to stand.. im gonna point the holy finger and not stand! and me and verine already considered.. if mr tan leaves.. we will change CCA to table tennis! yeah! I HATE MR LAM!! dorkless freak! go die la!

ARGH!! sad day.. BLEAHS!! bye!!

aahh! i hate my stoopid stomach man! so crampy! aarrgghh.. made my whole band prac so painful.. hais.. i pain until cannot tahan already lor! but still needa play.. syf coming up in 2 days! goshies! we must get GOLD!
anyways.. today lingli was kinda sad as she thought her 'D' and 'E' was very out of tune and airy.. it was not really though.. but wells.. she hated 3 1/2 reeds.. hee.. lingli.. dun sad k? get used to playing any type of reeds then nth will go wrong le.. haa.. goshies.. i sound older than her.. =))
yeahs.. band prac is fun today.. with bmt ppl there too! oOoOlala! and jiaheng was very pissed off with us today.. we took a loong time to settle down and yeahs.. he was MAD! me and lingli go take reed summore.. hee.. sorry jiaheng!
i really prefer jiaheng's not-in-band attitude.. yeahs.. rmbing his lame jokes and actions.. nv failed to make me laugh.. haa!!
hmmms.. now waiting for my mummy to reach.. and then go auntymummy there eat dinner liao.. very hungry sia.. but my stomach still hurts! aarrgghh!!!!!

wha! angry sia! rachelYAPruiqiu! i hate u! i may seem to love u.. but for today.. i HATE you! u lazy bum.. own plate oso lazy to wash.. no hand no leg ar?? need me to help u bathe anot? u can even go toilet urself lor.. wash a few plates oso cannot.. lazyLAZYlazyLAZY!!!!! i feel like poking ur eyes and make them have 2 big holes! aarrgghh!!
the more i talk about u the more i get angry!! aarrgghh!! i hate u rachelyap!! i hate u.. hear me?? i HATE you!!! __

ppl! 3 entries for the day yeahs? just wanted to state tt i HATE firdaus! he punched me today.. and it was like.. OUCH! my brain literally shook and gosh.. it hurt! i dun mind him calling me the sarimbun toilet washer.. but he dun have to box me rite? it may be funny to him.. but wat if i have brain concussion and die? can he do anything?? NO! better watch out firdaus.. u might nv noe when my turn to punch u comes.. muahaa.. beware of the powerful raeyi!
talking about 'powerful'.. yeahs.. i AM powerful.. its like.. i won luoling in arm-wrestling.. whoos! strong man! powerPOWER!! i won almost everygirl in 1A.. i nv compete with diana angeline they all.. cause i confirm win one.. =X
back to the subject! firdaus is still as sucky.. and he will remain sucky forever.. u watch out.. or my fist will land on ur head.. ur face.. ur stomach.. ur *ahems*..! and fatherfather u will not be.. yeahs! i rock to the core.. i just love myself..
and verVER ar!! u think im toking about u in my posts rite? kao eh.. u wanna think tt way oso can la.. but im not toking about u.. actually.. if u want it for u oso can.. it CAN be for u oso.. same situation here.. haa.. yeahs.. so.. finished my 3rd entry.. off!

another post for today.. the other one was to enlighten ppl one.. dunno she even care anot.. bleahs.. anyways.. today is a half day cause of the so-good results of the o'levels last year.. if not for the sec4s&5s.. there will be no today.. haa.. yeahs..
but though it was already a half-day.. we band members had a half-half-day.. haa.. not really so.. but.. we had to leave early from classes.. so we did.. and poof! we arrived at campus 1.. yeahs.. bought my gassy justea too! not really nice this time.. dunno y.. maybe not as gassy as last time.. haa.. ok.. stop my crap..
hmms.. band prac was kinda different today.. as it was SHORT.. yeahs.. real short.. about 1 hour or so.. yeahs.. but we played quite well i guess.. just tt the fan there was irritating us like crazy.. especially derrick.. yesterday was his bday! happy bday derrick! i mean.. belated.. and i oso found out tt his mouth size when he yawn is bigger than his mouthpiece which is very big.. haa.. it means.. err.. his mouth can stretch quite a distance.. yeahs..
hmms.. nth much to report today actually.. so just wish u all the bestest.. good luck for the CO ppl.. hope u all get ur gold!

damnit.. how dare u show me tt cao bin?! cant stand u sometimes lor.. u think u wat? some unbeatable girl living in this world full of weaklings meh? better show me respect mans.. and nvEVER show me face i tell u.. nv tok to me.. fine la! show me another sucky face of urs for wat?? dun think u good lor.. can anyhow say ppl.. enough of ur crap already la! tok so much.. go be aunty la! crap leh u.. u just dunno how to choose the correct partner.. or maybe u only go for looks.. who cares.. u wanna play then play la.. who cares.. i just wanted to tell u wat was right and wrong.. nth else! u think i wanna interfere in ur life so much? im just a concern soul here helping u lor.. who got time to care u so much ar.. me la! i now wondering if i was simply just wasting my time on u lor.. spent soo much time telling u wat to do already.. in the end get wat.. ur cao bin ar? dun let me hate u.. or u will suffer hell.. hope u can imagine how horrible life will be without me.. im not being bhb or wat.. just tt i think u shud think more.. dun anyhow make decision.. this post here is not to scold u.. its to enlightened u.. if u noe im toking about u.. dun be angry with me.. its for ur own good.. but its ur life oso.. if u dun want me to say anything.. just tell me.. so i noe im wasting my time on one who doesnt appreciate my presense.. bleahs.. shit happening here.. im off..

oohs! i told my mummy i wanted to watch "the sound of music"! and she agreed.. so later going to j8 go see wat's the price of the tickets.. GOSHies.. im so excited! its gonna be the first musical i watch! yeahs!
anyways.. just came back from kenny's hse.. b4 tt went to pray my ahma.. miss her mans.. regretted the times for not taking care of her well enough.. oh wells.. wat's over's over.. yeahs.. the show must go on! come to think about it.. moulin rouge is a so-damn-good show.. yeahs..
now my mummy sleeping.. i here using com.. walaos.. the laptop move hse already.. now the laptop the placing so low.. oh wells.. my old com is gonna be given to my mummy's friend.. hais.. my gunbound and little fighter2!!! i will miss them mans.. all the memories.. anyways.. just now at kenny's hse i got use his laptop to play gunbound.. whas.. i was hopeless mans! i almost forget how to play already.. then i played 2 rounds.. lost 2 rounds.. piangs~
hais.. actually can go watch movie with kenny and shuhui jiejie one.. but then my mummy dun allow! cause at home got hsework to do.. hais.. my "eye10"!! gonegonegone...
my sister went to bukit gombak for her juniors' competitions.. leave me all alone! kick her butt ar! but nvm.. still got my tortoises to accompany me.. *sick*
anyways.. im real bored now.. 2 days nv chat with wen fa le.. hais.. he haven smsed me since friday.. y???? who noes y man.. hais.. i will just have to wait and wait and waaaaiiiitttt....
yeahs.. saad eh? oh wells.. this is my life anyhows.. okie.. bored of typing again.. byebye!

ohmygoddygodgod.. just found out yesterday tt jiaheng really is cute! altho he doesnt have 6packs.. but gosh.. he is cute!
anyways.. just came back from band..whole body wetWET! but anyways.. feeling wet not bad too la.. yeahs.. verine parents send her home.. kiesha and the other 2A peeps went to do project.. hells! but luckily still got angeline and huiwen.. if not my journey back home will be left with me myself and raeyi.. yeahs..
today band quite fun la.. with me and lingli "quarreling".. as usual.. and her "kok" joke.. haa.. come to think about it.. quite funny la.. but its like.. hmms.. not really funny at all now.. yeahs..
now at home alone.. so sad.. i was like expecting smses last night.. i slept at 9.14.. so early! haa.. anyways.. at abouot 4.36 in the morning.. i found out tt my phone got two messages recieved.. then i was like thinking confirm from wenfa one.. but then hor!! one was from verine.. the other was from my sister.. kaos! make my whole day downdowndown!
anyways.. wat can i say.. its like.. i can msg him myself one ma.. just dun dare only.. later he find me irritating.. but bleahs.. he everytime first one to msg me.. just let it be lor.. waitwait and wait again.. wait until he sms me first.. haa.. dunno still needa wait for how long today.. but i will still WAIT~
yeahs.. no mood to write le.. have to eat my lunchylunch.. my meegoreng! im gonna cook four packets and eat it all! and grow fatFATFAT!!!