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yoyoyo! today band was so funny! first i came to sch at about 7.59am.. haha.. and i saw lingli and gary like so busily taking instruments.. haa.. ya.. then today xiaodi nv come lor.. got flu.. so poorthing.. haa.. take care soon ya?
yepp.. and today bjorn so funny oso lor.. bjorn's always funny.. haa.. everytime make me laugh.. anyways.. he forgot to cover his waterbottle cause he suddenly rmb tt he got part to play.. then quickly play already.. haa!! let me and lingli laugh until cannot tahan.. haa!! and lingli said 'double-sided-tape' as 'double-scotch-tape'! make me laugh like hell oso.. haa.. but the saddest thing tt happened today was tt i killed a blue-grey spider.. damns.. i didnt mean to kill it.. i was like too shocked so i killed it.. i tot it was a mosquito la! aiyer! anyways.. ya.. err.. we practiced in the carpark there.. quite cool lor.. but the weather abit funny la.. hot then not hot one.. then the rain like suddenly pour down like tt.. haa.. God having mood swings! haa!! omgomg.. so funny.. funniest joke ever! haaaaaaaaaaaaa..................
anyways.. i very angry with myself.. all my fault for not replying my sister faster.. argh! in the end i have to eat charsiewrice.. eeeeeeee! i wanted prawn noodles.. damnit! argh!!!
AIYA! nvm la.. just have to eat it.. ya.. now drinking pineapple juice.. haa.. memories man.. everytime drink pineapple juice i think of sth veryvery stooooopid i did.. haa.. not telling u! wanna noe come find me! haa.. LAME LA!

hmms.. yeahyeahyeah.. cut my hair.. i hate my hair like SO MUCH! anyways.. wat's done's done............
anyways.. today band was like FUN! me kiesha benjamin bjorn played BINGO! gosh.. i like win 4/5 la! haaa... bingoqueen! haa! anyways.. i kept laughing until i wanna go toilet man... stooopid benjamin and bjorn! they are like the funniest ppl i've EVER met la! they keep making some funny sounds as if they have asthma like tt.. haha! make me laugh like some mad person like tt.. then tt kiesha nv laugh.. and i was left the only one laughing.. HELLS!
anyways.. lingli looked damn frustrated today! maybe cause of the juniors.. hmms.. i think i shud help her with it.. i shud.. she is such a GOOD senior.. haa.. my sister's getting jealous again! haa..
anyways! playing spongebob soon! and maybe doraemon and pokemon... GOSH! great songs man! haa.. ya.. dun really have anything to say liao la hor.. so ya.. goooooodbye!

WHA! alot of things happen when i dun blog leh! yesterday band was FUNNEH man! and lingli and her "ohmygoodnest" haa! and bjorn and his "the hustle"... and kiesha and the pokeypoke! haa! and ya.. band was fun!
ok.. i killed a mosquito yesterday.. and a mosquito today.. damn mosquitoes! kiesha saw me killing the one today.. and she laughed like.. hmms.. mad? ya.. mad.. haa! and ya.. yesterday had history test! omg.. damn easy mans! whoos! can get high marks.. haa! and today ar.. aiyo.. i was like soooooo pissed off with supra la! aiyo.. tt stooooooooopid indian.. her voice like so damn sharp and she always like to stand beside me! my ears are failing soon lor! her boice is like spears piercing through ur ears.. argh.. and ya.. hmms.. had home econs and maths test today ar! simultaneous equations is simple shit! GOSH! i nv tot it wud be sooo damn easy.. and ya.. but graphs i dunno la.. but heng only got one ques to draw graph.. which is only like 3marks! so at most i can get 32marks out of 35.. not bad for this dumbidiot like me rite? so proud of myself man!
and rite.. i really cannot stand missyoe liao! she keep praising me! so annoying la! aiyer.. i do nice oso no need to keep repeating rite? haa..... u all must be like ---> -.-"""""
haa! omgomg.. actually tt sea horse not bad one lor.. haa.. not because she praise me la.. just tt i found out tt she quite funny one..
and yeah.. verine move hse already.. its like on saturday hor.. she told me sadly.. "eh rae.. today's the last day im sending u to sch leh.." i hear already almost cried la! omg.. so touching.. the times we went to sch and came home together.. now all not possible liao lo.. haiss.. nvm la.. these are bound to happen.. oh wells.. i damn depressed already.. just like to say good luck to kiesha and xiaodi lo.. loving is great!

yo! now i wud just like to annouce tt i won some torchlight-whistle thingy.. haa.. and ya.. i took a pic with mr gana! whoos! my six-sensing made me feel prepared.. i knew i was going to be called for the lucky draw thingy.. freaky? im used to it.. haa.. cause when i was primary2.. tt water-saving-squirrel also picked me out to ans a ques..and i took a pic with the cute squirell.. and he gave me a sticker of him.. and at p5.. i won the best-behaved pupil in november and took pic with mr koh.. and ya.. i knew tt also.. and in p6.. i won the best-behaved pupil november too! and this time took pic with mdm... ... haa! i forgot her surname.. anyways! i ALSO knew it was gonna happen.. i rmbed the whole scene of me being prepared.. i was like telling yingshan tt i knew it was me.. and WHALA! the teacher annouced my name.. haa.. ok.. hmms.. i wonder y my family always kena lucky draw.. haa.. but then keep winning tv one.. got once we had 5 tv sets in our hse.. haa.. keep until no space then give away 3.. left 2 only.. haa! hmms.. y the hell am i toking about this?
haa.. anyways.. i was soooo hurt today.. haiss.. i did it for luoling's good la.. but then i think i spoke in the wrong tone and made her get angry with me.. im really sorry la.. i even cried lor.. dunno y i watch movies i wun cry.. only until i going to lose a friend then i cry.. haa.. and ya.. we were angry with each other la.. but now not already.. she also tried ways to tok to me la.. but b4 tt when she was still angry with me when i was not.. i asked her if she cud help me pass up my xi-zi together.. then she dun care me lor! then i cried.. but dun think she got see ba.. just tt i keep clearing the tears away.. i hate ppl to see me cry.. im such a useless idiot.. such simple word as "sorry" also cannot say out.. such a dumbass.. i wud like to say sorry to luoling for wat i did in maths lesson.. it was for ur own good but i think i did force u to not-copy from me.. SORRY!
and ya.. all's over now! i can use my phone starting today evening liao.. so ya.. can sms and call me already! whoos! but first i have to get all the numbers first.. argh.. all GONE! have to like ask for numbers again.. hmms.. to make it easier.. can u all like auto-matically tell me ur number? haa.. its easier for me.. if not i have to like run around like some mad fishball to get numbers.. ya.. using nokia3100 now.. the *glowing* phone! haa.. but i still dun like it la.. hu tell me lost 3120??? tt phone oso not really good la.. its like EXACTLY same as 3100.. but just tt it doesnt glow.. haa.. and ya.. hmms.. really miss my phone lor.. i just feel like squeeeeeeeeeeezing the freaking person hu stole it and castrate him if its a guy and puching 10000000000000000 times in the womb if its a girl.. and burst his/her head off and use the internal organs to make soup for their relatives to drink.. and as for the remaining.. i will grind them all and make some juices for their parents.. and they will be GONE FOREVER!! muahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
eeeeew.. i just realised tt im so damn freaky.. haa.. the above is not suitable for ages 12 and below as it has violence contents and disgusting features.. haa!!!
and yeah! today racial harmony quite fun la.. just tt its like my *second day lor.. haa.. and hmms.. tmr got band again.. hais.. but b4 tt got remedial lor! maths! omgomg.. i love maths! maths rock! i just dunno how to get tt damn-freaking graphs right.. but i am going to get it soon.. and i fully realise the power of simultaneous eqns! gosh.. i rock! haa.. okie! not much to write liao.. just end by saying tt..............
PINGPONG BALLS AND FISHBALLS ROCK!

the fengshui in my hse getting worse already..

1. i lost my damn phone on forking 19/7/05
2. my mum was admitted to the hospital
3. i dun get ANYTHING on graphs
4. mr sia just cant stop calling me rah-yi
5. im freaking irritated about EVERYTHING!

AAHH!! damn phone.. dunno where i lost it oso la! dun wanna say anything about it already.. now using 3100.. EEYER! i hate tt phone lor.. yuckies.. but aiyer.. nth is more important than my mum now.. she's in hospital.. just came back from seeing her.. her appendix got some probs.. then had to operate.. i was like.. shocked when i knew the news about my mum going hospital.. haa.. then verine kiesha they all like there calming me down.. WOW!! such sweet friends.. i have friends.. unlike my sister! =)

and today was really fun! had band.. and band was like great pleasure other than spongebob's snail-cat "gary" reminding us to keep quiet.. haa.. and ya.. we discovered few jokes la.. like lingli keep saying "funneh" and making me laugh like MAD! and bjorn tongued a funny way today.. haa!! and he dun wanna admit tt he did it.. its like.. mr tan said tt did some "PUAT" tongueing! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! its like.. i keep laughing lor.. then cannot play.. then tt gary downthere looking at me and lingli liao.. haa.. oh wells.. bjorn quite funny one la.. i mean FUNNEH! haa.. and today lingli called him wencheng.. which is his chinese name.. haa.. cause got once call him so many times oso nv ans.. but ANYWAYS! nice day to end with.. today was kinda FUNNEH!

yo.. first i wud like to say tt i went out with kiesha verine ben bjorn and luoling after sch on weds.. and ya.. had a funny time in macs.. HEE!! kiesha shud noe wat i mean by "fun".. haa.. its like spppp nice to be cheeky! and ya.. lu;ling had tummyaches.. haa.. and begged me to go home with her quicker.. but i nv.. haa! so we went to j8 later.. and the bus ride there was plain funny oso! alamak.. ben said the rubbish bins wasn bjorn's limo.. and the place where they park the 'limo' was his mansion.. HAHA!!
then later reached j8.. luoling went to buy longjohns.. haiss.. and i cud have got a treat from xiao di to the movies la.. argh.. but then i already promised luoling to go her hse study.. STUDY!! anyways.. later on i went to the gardens.. and ya.. we somehow studied..? haa.. yaaa... "study" shud be it.. argh.. we like wasted time to "study"....... i cud have gotten tt treat! AAHH!
hmms.. nvmnvm.. next time still got chance.. anyways.. yesterday was fun oso.. after sch had maths remedial.. then later go eat with luoling ba-chor-mee.. actually want to eat duck porridge one.. but then no more already.. haa.. and i truely realised tt no matter when i wanna eat duck porridge.. confirm dun have one.. argh.. stooopid duck.. haa! then i made a deal with luoling say everytime we go out will eat duck porridge.. haa.. like youfu and jialing like tt.. HAHA! but hope we dun like.. breakup la.. we were nv even together b4! haa.. hope luoling doesnt find another best friend and leave me in the lurch.. haa.. ya.. hope so.. and ya.. later met up with ben kiesha and bjorn to play pingpong.. yeah! and then played with bjorn first.. damnit la.. he noe how to kousha (smack).. confirm tyco one la!! argh.. anyways.. ya... and kiesha broke her watch.. cause i said about *sth.. then she dunno y suddenly so excited go throw her bag down.. and *piang*! her watch cracked and flew into pieces.. haa.. haa.. actually nv fly la.. i exaggerate abit.. haa.. and ya.. i help xiaodi did 2 paragraphs of zuowen.. then i earned 20cents.. i give him sooo much discount la! actually wanted to charge him 5bucks for whole compo one.. but then see he so broke.. then made into 1buck.. then actually i wanted to help him write half and earn 50cents one.. but then i write until 2 paragraphs then dunno wat to write liao.. haa.. then he gimme two 10cents.. then say can buy one packet of mamie or two seaweeds.. DOTS.. haa.. ya.. and bjorn owes me lunch.. STILL!! i dun care.. haa.. and ya.. bjorn took my phone and smsed "hi" to verine.. confirm got sth going on with him and verine one lor.. or maybe he only 'yi xiang qing yuan' la.. haa.. ya lor.. then i anyhow say its ben hu sent tt msg.. sorry la xiaodi! cause my one sms very precious one.. then now use until 499 msg liao.. haa.. i dun dare to use the last msg.. later over.. haa.. and ya.. err.. i wud oso like to say sorry to shiheng for my crazy behaviour on thursday.. cause i called him.. erm... fat.. ya.. sorry.. i will share with u my chocolate next time ok??? sorry!
ya.. then now in kenny's hse.. yesterday played abit of mahjong.. haa.. 'hu' 2 times.. but once its cause my father come in then saw my mistake then tell me wat tile to put la.. haa.. cause i still damn blur.. haa.. but i dun really wanna become some mahjong pro or sth la.. cause i not much interest in mahjong.. i only wanna to be a tbtn pro.. and beat all the other country's pros.. and make singapore proud! wa.. i really cant wait to hear "the winner of the table tennis olympics (year)! YAP RAE YI!" waaa! and then i stand on the highhigh platform.. then some guy will help me hang the medal on my neck.. WOOTS! SHIOK AR! haa.. but maybe tt' too much la hor.. shud win some shoppingcentre competition first.. haa.. okok.. and 2weeks1more day is the finals of school of rock.. 1week1moreday is the semis.. yaa.. stoopid father seeing me type.. so ya.. byebye!

haa.. oh wells.. from the title there.. ya.. u shud noe wat im toking about.. same case as last time.. haa.. anyways.. ya.. just have to say tt i just cant let go.. 2 years or 20 years.. i will wait.. haa.. jk.. 20 years cannot la.. later become old maid like luoling liao.. haa!! and today is such a fun day! gosh.. got to partner keith! and he very goodboy k? haa.. listen to me one.. and ya.. had fun with luoling oso.. just tt today she dun want to follow me change.. AAHH! anyways.. she calls me tweeybird and i call her mianbaochaoren.. and cant stand tt mr sia la!! keep calling me RAHyi.. enough discriminating ppl lor.. my name is RAEyi!! R-A-E!!! and luoling's skin colour ok lor.. ppl dark so wat? dark=healthy k?? and u are not so fair oso lor.. argh... so fair for wat? bai zhan ji ar? AAHH!! anyways.. me and luoling did sosososoSO many fun things today.. like erm.. using the poststicks we got from tt drug thingy to write and draw things.. total fun! and she made many funny faces which made me laugh.. d-u-h! funny faces are made to be funny.. then y issit called 'funny faces'.. haa!!
she shud be now at library doing NYAA.. ya.. miss her lor..
andand.. today had NWS for maths.. and i finished about 15mins b4 it ended.. and luoling still like there struggling.. haa.. but anyways.. i slept and dreamt about me going to the internet searching for xmas trees! ha.. funny dream tho.. and ya.. as i was saying about luoling being an oldmaid.. haa.. i say tt because she said she will not have any boyfriends until she reach university.. haa! when she's gonna be like.. 20 years old?? haa.. oh wells.. maybe children nowadays like to marry late.. haiss.. to all the young ppl out there hor.. pls dun marry so late la.. singapore's birth rate dropping down like zhangguorong falling down the building la! so fast! haa.. bad comparison? *nods*
anyways.. ya.. actually plan to study today one lor.. just tt tt stooooooooopid verine cant stay.. haa. joking la.. and ya.. tmr is kiesha's BIG day! its so BIG!! big until cannot big liao.. haa.. okok.. cant really say tt much about tt la.. just have to wish her good luck on tmr's BIG day! i'll visit u tmr kiesha! dun worry! =X
hmms.. ok.. i want to play pingpong so badly la.. just tt no one to play with lor.. tt stooooooooooooopid verine again.. still owe me six days.. like how many months already la! 3months? arghh.. so long already still owe me.. argh!
ok.. blablablabla.. im done..

this post is specially dedicated to my beloved senior- lingli..
i wud really like to thank her as she the my real power in me.. the one who gives me constant determination to finish my tasks.. the one hu encourages me whenever im in doubt.. she was always there for me when i want her.. making my tears fall into laughter.. chasing out my sorrows.. pushing it way back until it falls out of my mind.. dun u just think she's POWERFUL? if u dun.. i will grant u the post of being the dumbest-lamer on earth.. hu can't feel the power of the great lingli? ppl hu cant feel her power are non-feelers.. ppl hu dunno wat's right and wrong.. wat's powerful and wat's not..
we oso had manyMANY fun times together.. like eating 100fishballs and vomitting it all out (tt was me).. and taking neos and pics.. going for competition and performances together.. those were the things which made our relationship stronger.. stronger till almost nothing can break us up.. n-o-t-h-i-n-g.. which also means tt everything will be smooth for us.. e-v-e-r-y-t-h-i-n-g.. WHOOS!
and ya.. she has been my only motivation to go for band pracs.. the only one.. ONLY! she has covered up all the faces i hate in band.. like the clar ghost and and the muo-gui.. haa!!
andand.. she tells me alotALOT of lame jokes oso! omg.. i love her man.. actually i dun find it lame lor.. i find it just plain funny.. maybe it depends on the person hu says tt joke.. yeah.. snd i cant see for this one whole week.. haiss.. no band.. no lingli.. argh.. and ya.. we dun care watever ppl hu sshh sshh-es us.. as no one can shut us up! as we are the laopok senior&junior.. hais.. one and a half more year with her only leh! how am i supposed to live on in band pracs? argh.. this post is not really long yeah? haiss.. but im continuing to write as i dun wanna break her heart.. hmms.. she has been taking care of me since i was sec1 la.. until my sister get all jealous cause of her.. and ya lor.. she play tenorsax oso very cool.. i reallyREALLY nv regretted joining tenor la! its such a nice instrument to play.. so many nice parts.. and most of all.. i was lucky to have lingli as my senior.. if not my days in band will be filled with sorrow.. and no sshh-s will be heard as no noise will come out from my mouth without lingli.. cause i have no one else to tok to in band except her.. have la.. got a few.. but its either they sit too far from me.. or they are not nice to tok to.. ya lor.. she is my mouth opener! ya.. and i think she must be like crying now.. getting this type of confessions from her only junior.. these are all from my heart.. deeeeeeeeeeeeeep down in my heart.. really.. haiss.. she will not be there for me in the next SYF in 2007.. how is the band going to get goldwithhonours without her??? a great talent missing.. and a wonderful cute friend gone..



hey.. must promise to come back and see me when u graduate hor.. i will be very happy to see u.. happy until i will forget how to not-smile.. without u i cannot play well.. infact.. maybe without u i cant even play.. so ya.. must come back hor! i will always be ur bestestestestestest junior! =)

// posted by Rae Yi @ 12:30 PM 0 Comments

I wanted to wait for you for at least a year.
But you wanted to make it three.
One year, twelve months, fifty-six weeks.
May seem short,
But a millenium to me.

Previously wanting you,
But those were the times I shoud'nt have waste.
So I guess I have to say good-bye;
To the past times we had fun sms-ing.
But in the end,
I have to add,
That you will always be my friend;
-- always

yo! very happy today man! went to kcp fun fair.. then saw alot of ppl! but then first one i saw was viron.. haa.. he is still as white.. and ya.. later on saw huifang, alex, brent, niki and eiji they all.. but most of all! i saw shiyun! haa.. ya.. she was like so shokced to see me.. and then later saw youhuai and shihua.. still got see tengyew.. still as skinny la.. but everyone really damn skinny liao lor.. esp brent la! but i think niki grow fatter liao.. haa.. then met alot of ppl lor.. rosazlin and vanessa oso! omg.. so may memories lo! but dun think yingshan got go ba.. hais.. we not really close already.. anyways.. all of them really changed ALOT! and ya.. had a quite-fun day there.. with candy-floss and alot of coupons! kenny bought like 4obucks worth of coupons.. MADNESS! haa.. ya.. tt's all i have to say.. ppl really have changed.. haa!

whoos! today was plain fun! just tt had to see only 3 teachers face.. haa.. but not bad la.. i just hate supra only.. rude old lady.. i wonder wat's wrong with her lor.. luoling nv come still want me to go class take her prac book.. i shud officially call her "gilazhabo" number6 ar.. argh.. funny one.. then the tag she wanted to give me drop lor.. then she still act blur.. then i had to pick it up myself.. no respect! pls lor.. she think she very big ar.. eeyer!
anyways! i really admire 3 ppl in my sch life.. 1st- victor, 2nd- mrs tan and 3rd-lingli.. yeah.. ya lor.. victor is cause he really damn good boy lor! andand mrs tan cause she very responsible.. then the things she says are ALL very logical.. and lingli hor.. hmmm.. she is very erm... no good points la.. haa.. but ya.. she noe how to touch ppl's heart by her actions and words.. haa!! y am i lying??? xDD
anyways.. ya.. today was fun man! in band.. omg.. i was like carrying lingli's naked spongebob around.. then keep kajiao-ing kiesha.. haa! but omg.. tell u ar.. i dare say tt benjamin's a veryvery sweet gentleman! he let kiesha sit his chair then he ownself take another chair lor! omg.. i tot this kind of men other than wenfa extinct liao la! haa.. even mr yong's not a gentleman.. hais.. haa.. ya.. and hmms.. had drills today.. haa.. very idiot lor.. sean keep saying like we very gay like tt.. aiyer! i hate ppl saying me sissy one la.. keep saying we shout too soft.. ARGH! stoopid gay.. haa.. okok.. he not really bad la.. just tt ya.. NVM.. but rite.. he said we had to blast off wai kit's head! haa!! actually wai kit's not the one i hate in clar section la.. haa.. its the ghost i've always toked about.. haa! cannot say la hor.. u all shud noe.. and ya!! today is the 11month.. WHOOS! and yesterday was my bro-in-law bday.. haa.. i noe i abit fast to say this la.. haa.. bro-in-law.. haa.. which is also benjamin la.. haa!! ya lor.. so i wud just like to wish him happy (belated) bday! ya lor.. for those hu dunno hor.. benjamin's mummy is my mother's last time table-tennis mate! haa.. okok.. and liling's mummy is my mother's primary sch friend.. HAA!! wat a small world! hmms.. ya.. and today yunrong so cute lor! omg.. he said 'bye' to a bee! kinda stoopid la.. but then the funny thing is he laughed at his own actions! haa!!
oh ya.. and today mrs tan ask me about wat my fav thing was la.. then i said my fav film was "butterfly effect".. actually i wanted to say scary movie2 or spongebob the movie one la.. but hor.. as u all noe.. scary movie2 is nc-16.. and spongebob was too childish.. i scared end of year the report book comments there write " raeyi shud learn to be more matured and stop watching spongebob. she is getting lamer and lamer. this wud really affect her studies." haa!!!! funny rite? laughlaughlaugh!!
hmms.. nth to write liao la.. just very happy cause luoling is coming back on monday! WEETS! and rite.. i met her today lor.. she asked me whether she was very dark anot.. but i didnt want to ans! haa.. cause i think she noes it lor.. haa!! okok.. im so bad.. and ya.. hmms.. tmr's my laodou bday lor.. and then the day after tmr is auntymummy bday! gosh! bdays all day long.. mine still got very long time la.. now just have to say i pity those hu are already 14.. so old already lor.. hais.. all those 14 yearsold ppl hor.. shud start to take care of their health and eat their medcine regularly.. they wudnt want to lose some bones! haa!!! im still 13 lor.. so young and innocent.. hais.. 14 years old.. OLD!!! O-L-D!! haa.. another spelling lesson.. okok.. i type too long liao la!

haiss.. another boyboy anyhow drop down from building again.. oso in the sense.. commiting suicide.. hmms.. i wonder y teens nowadays like to tiao lou (jump off from building).. izzit the trend or wat? haa.. realy dun understand teens nowadays..
anyways! just came back from tuition.. auntymummy say i very tomboy.. and hor.. say i walk tt time very like guy.. haa.. i from young walk like tt already lor.. haa.. then she teach me how to walk.. haa.. she saying tt i must "e nuo duo zi".. cheeeeem hor? haa.. anyways.. it means to be very graceful with alotalot of pattern la.. haa.. in the sense oso means to be like a girl.. argh.. i from 2 years old ppl call me tomboy liao lor.. haa.. hais.. guess i really have to change over to the girl side.. haa.. but how? leave long hair wear high heels? haa.. comment on this pls!!
and ya.. today was not so bad as i tot la.. mrs tan nv really scold me lor.. haa.. but i AM handing up my featured article tmr la.. and hmms.. im like finding a way to make it now.. dun really wanna read the book la.. so i go search the internet.. muahaa.. and OMG! i smell something so nice now lor.. and sadly it doesnt come from my hse.. argh.. miss those days with maids.. AAHH! aunty gloria.. i miss you! let me just name out the maids i had b4 la hor.. haa.. felt like it..
number1-auntygloria (phil)
number2-auntynora (phil)
number3-auntykora (phil)
number4-auntyremi (phil)
number5-auntyfeh (phil)
number6-auntysuana (srilanka)
number7-limeijiejie (indo)

hais.. the most years i had with a maid was 7 years.. most memories.. auntygloria! i love u! argh.. she's either in hongkong or phil now.. hais.. oh wells.. the lastest time i tok to her was lastlast year ba.. and i almost cried.. infact i cried.. but just tt i managed to trap all the tears i had.. cause so big girl liao cannot cry ma.. yepp.. but i starting to cry now.. omg.. i miss her! *tissue pls*
ok.. anyways.. im missing the primary sch life i had oso.. the easy exams.. the ting xies and spellings.. hais.. as i always say.. i really wonder y i didnt get full marks for all tests la!!! aahh.. haa.. aiya.. can get into mayflower not bad for my standard liao la.. haa.. yepp... so hmms.. ok.. gtg do my lit.. AGAIN! argh.. byebye..!

today after sch went out with verine and kiesha.. whoos! i think i wanna like name us three.. like erm.. siaosiaogang? or damntootppl? or tootiefunkybunch.. hmm.. so cute.. tootiefunky.. haa.. anyways.. ya.. we went to christo to find scores for the duet la.. and hor.. wa lao.. service so bad.. i asked whether got such books anot la.. then she keep saying we must have the book name so its easier for them to find.. wth.. how i noe wat name ar? i just want a book with duets wat.. dumb ass.. nv seen an ass stoopider than tt lady's.. her butt needs some dumexthreeplus!
anyways.. we bought the -3for$5- toys in comics connection.. whoos! i bought a toy with some funky chakteh hair la.. and im wondering if i shud cut it off anot.. and leave just a few.. yea.. haa.. nvm.. and ya.. verine bought tt little bubu thingy.. and kiesha bought a cute little bear holding on to a star.. and ya.. mine and kiesha's toys had some kind of disformality.. like down syndrome like tt.. kiesha's bear had one eye dented.. and mine had this 'thing' protruding out of the head.. dunno wat's tt.. haa.. anyways.. yea.. and discussed about wat we wud do if our future babies had disformalities of other illnesses.. haa.. and ya.. the conclusion=not clear yet.. anyways.. after tt.. kiesha went to mrt station.. then me and verine went home.. ALONE.. wat cud happen? muahaaa.. anyways.. ya.. we toked about our olevel aims la.. its like.. i plan to get less than 15 points.. and then verine plan to get less then 12 points.. ya lor.. and then me and verine plan to get high achiever's tea liao.. haa.. jiayou man! the tootiefunkybunch can do it!!!
anyways.. ya.. tmr got band.. then get to see lingli again la.. hee.. showing-off-spongebob-time! and upon saying this.. my sister will be like mumbling.. "senior again.. everything oso senior senior senior.." haa!!! i can read minds.. haa.. okok.. later get beaten up.. and i will then really look like a fishball.. not bad la.. but by then dun think wenfa will ever want me.. haa.. pui ar! if he dun want me cause of my looks hor.. i rather not have him lor.. haa.. anyways ya.. i think wenfa is really very duabai like my sister says la hor.. hmms.. or maybe i shudnt say duabai.. i shud say... shy? ya.. better way of saying it is s-h-y.. shy! spelling lessons conducted in these few lastest post realise? haa.. anyways.. ya.. stay tune to -raerae's spelling groove- on http://raeraerox.blogspot.com! haa!!! lamelame!!!
too lame? bye then!

sister; me; kenny; after watching initial-D;

me holding chickenwing taking a pic during lunch

fa! fa! fa! fa! -taken when playing mahjong =)

good luck!

hmms.. today.. not bad.. just thinking of tmr's sch.. it would be boring.. one whole week without luoling.. WANT ME TO DIE AR??? stoopid sidhu and other sailing teachers la.. or maybe i shud say.. DAMN SINGAPORE GOVERNMENT! i mean.. i noe there's a problem with blog-posting nowadays tt cannot anyhow scold ppl la.. but its really unreasonable lor.. sailing competitions on sch days? sailing ppl no need study ar? dumb leh.. one day still nvm lor.. one whole WEEK leh!! W-E-E-K!!! aahh.. stoopid one la.. and tmr is like PE.. and i really cannot do anything without luoling lor.. needa group with other *idiot or *idiots.. want me to die ar???? argh.. cannot stand it lor! if need pair work hor.. i partner hu oso can.. but cannot partner tt IDIOTIC thulasi la!! i hate indians!!! argh.... i noe i very racist la.. but i realy hate them.. but at least they shud do sth to not let me hate them rite?? argh.. anyways.. nithia still not bad la.. but thulasi?? GO TO HELL!!
anyways.. tmr first home-econs practical lesson.. hmms.. partnering keith lor.. haa.. same bday.. anyways.. i think if i get to noe him better hor.. im going to 'bai' him as twinbro.. haa.. anyways.. ya.. keith.. actually romaine wanted to partner him one la.. then in the end dunno hu say dun need liao.. haa.. but i still noe romaine still wanna partner him alot la.. zhuangzheng not bad one lor.. dunno y romaine like very dun-want to partner him like tt.. i wudnt mind lo.. anyways.. im still very angry.. i really hate mdm goh oso lor! homework nv pass up must take out shoe.. moron la! take out shoe for wat.. without one shoe then can do homework meh? siaosiao~
and i think im going to get ALOT of comments about me toking rot of mdm goh.. cause she is jieying's so-called mummy? yeah.. but sorry la jieying.. i really dun like the idea of taking shoes out.. its total lameless!
dunno y so grumpy.. pms? shudnt be wat.. cudnt be ba? haa.. anyways.. yeah.. me and verine going to perform in mayflower idol la.. playing duet.. and i tell u all hor.. agree or not la.. "romance without words" is a very nice song.. yepp.. and if can just find tt score.. we are going to play tt song.. we ARE.. if not just play some lame piece.. argh.. i dunno y but.. i everytime see other ppl's blog hor.. all the post shortshort one leh.. but mine like all so long.. but i must say i really thank all those hu even bother to finish reading.. haa... i got alot of things to say one la.. as im expressing myself to the fullest..
and YA! today went downstairs to follow sister study.. chao-seng ge was there oso.. haa.. and ya.. he very cute k? haa.. my father say he look like one "da fan shu".. which also means big sweet potato! haa.. very funny man! then he say he very shy to go up my house.. hmms.. not bad la.. at least got some manners.. not like tt si-ren (dead person) weijian lor.. always show tt caobin.. he think very cool ar? *hmph*
anyways.. i wud like to say good luck to my sister, rachel, and chao-seng, the big sweet potato!
xDDDDDDDDD

weets! just watched initial-D.. not a bad show.. damn cool man.. my fav character was ah-mu (fei wu).. HAHA!! he so cute lor.. anyway.. jay chou acting not bad la.. and hmms.. the others oso.. just tt the cars were WAY cooler than them.. drift here and there.. wa.... cool man.. tt show quite touching oso la.. especially when jay spoilt his car.. wow.. haa.. damn cool man! anyways.. after the movie we went to play arcade again.. hais.. i didnt get the soft-toy for lingli.. but i got her an elephant magnet.. which i personally won from tt "hammer" game.. i hit until like siao until my hand very pain.. but then when the jackpot hor.. i calmcalm one still can win lor.. and its like.. i was expecting a BIG prize.. but in the end i saw tt guy taking a smallsmall thing.. but didnt expect it to be so cute oso la.. i find it very cute la.. its just basically a small elephant.. tt can be separated into 2 parts.. and its blue.. hais.. i wanted to get my sister the giraffe oso.. cause she say she want.. hais.. nvm lor.. i next time loaded then go try luck again.. yeah.. and maybe can bring a BIGbigBIG bag home.. haa.. i was like planning to earn toys from arcade then sell them at higher price.. its really worth it.. its like can earn about twice the cost price.. one toy=95cents.. the can sell at one toy=3.95.. oh shit.. y must i say it! haa.. anyway.. if i one day really sell hor.. must buy one la.. cause its really very difficult to earn one lor.. haa.. and rite.. i realised one guy in the arcade.. when we quitted playing the toy thing and went on to the banging game.. he went to try it oso.. then he soooo poorthing lor! he cannot get the toy then like very pekchek like tt.. hais.. haa.. we oso ma hor.. same boat la bro! haa.. like i even noe him like tt.. haa.. ok.. now quite late le la.. but still cannot sleep.. i think i like used to it liao lor.. anyways.. today whole day at kenny's hse.. then played "halo" and mahjong.. haa.. i noe how to play liao la.. just tt not used to it only.. then reaction so damn slow.. got i want the tile oso dunno.. haa.. as the saying goes.. practice makes perfect.. so ya.. im ready to train myself to be mahjong pro oso.. qing duo duo zhi jiao! yepps.. today was plain fun! whoos!

AAHH!
i went to tpy arcade with kenny just now!
and guess wat?
first i saw verine and helped her with some car-reversing prob,
and later!
when we were in the arcade,
we played bishi-bashi and tt dj game,
and kenny played "crazy-taxi".
but this is not the point!
the point is..
kenny helped me earn a soft-toy lion!
goshies!
i love kenny man!
tmr im gonna try my luck again!
i must get tt owl, dog, giraffe, frog and tt pink cat!
AAHH!
i love the tpy arcade!

wa.. i these few days cannot take it liao.. i need him alot man! my sister keep saying until he very bad like tt.. he is not lor.. N-O-T.. NOT! get it? alot of ppl will agree tt he is good lor.. dun believe can ask other 1A ones.. he and terence is like same same la.. but terence too skinny liao.. haa.. and ya.. i prefer badminton to bowling.. so ya.. wen fa is my choice! wo de xuan ze.. haa.. yeah baby! high man.. but im not really using much of my time with him now la.. but yeah.. missing him is inevitable of course.. but hmms.. if he smses me like 5 times a day.. it wud be enough.. not too much and not too little.. just fine.. hais.. my friends out there ar.. hais.. its like.. i noe i abit kpo la.. but then hor.. if these type of things happen to anyone of u hor.. i will like help out lor.. but then its like.. no help is there for me.. hais.. fate la fate la.. nth else to say.. only jieying help me to get his number.. NTH else.. but enough liao la.. tt was the start of the while thing.. but yeah.. no jing zhan yet (improvement).. hmms.. maybe i will study better with him? maybe i will not.. but i dun think he is those type will have alotalot gf one leh.. shud be loyal ba? but if one day we get together.. and he plans to leave me cause he has another girl.. hmms.. just have to say a good-luck to tt girl and like cry for few months tt type.. i wud do anything but commit suicide.. ppl hu commit suicide are just plain dumb.. so many things in live tt are so darn nice la.. haa.. but i really didnt expect someone to like me lor.. haa.. but ya.. i think tt guy abit sot one la.. haa.. but true la.. he is one of the ones hu looks in the inner beauty.. not to boast tt im good or anything la.. but he really said tt wat.. haa.. but ya la.. dun think he likes me anymore.. hu cares.. but the feeling of being loved not bad one la.. i wonder y wen fa dun feel loved like tt.. hmms.. still have chance one la.. dun worry raeyi.. u can do it.. yepp.. friends out there.. u all noe wat to do la hor.. no need tell me one.. just have to switch urself to auto-mode.. haha.. but dun anyhow say bad things about me la.. haa.. ya.. and just to say tt in my whole life.. i only noe one person tt hates me.. but i really cannot stand ppl hu hate one but just act to like them.. its gay ok?? so if u dn like me.. just say.. nth to say liao la.. later u all say i bhb or sth.. blablabla.. BYE!

hmms.. no WM for me i guess.. i may look happy.. but yeah.. im certainly NOT! no chance of being headWM already.. haiss.. guess i have to wait for next year to be one.. but dun think got chance oso la hor.. and realise no one from 2I got post?? AAHH.. confirm tt supra la.. hate her la.. voice so sharp la.. eeyer.. i pity her husband and children..
anyways.. still very sad la.. today jiuwuzhizun final episode.. the show rocks la! and its like.. i going to have conference when i watch the show.. so hor.. i think i wun tok to them la.. just like put the phone away and concentrate on jiuwuzhizun..
and YEAH! just came back from j8.. went with nutz and lingli today! gosh.. nice leh.. we ate longjohnsilver..then later took neoprints! and then bought smallspongebob.. haa.. then lingli bought BIGspongebob.. and nutz bought a cutelittletortoise.. and yeah.. after tt went home already lor! and ya.. walked home.. then later when i was walking home.. lingli's and nutz bus passed me.. haa.. then they waved "hi" and "bye".. haa.. and i waved back.. and POOF! i was home.. and blablabla.. i onned the com and here i am.. haa.. and OHYA! wenfa changed his number.. nice leh! haa.. ya.. and chatted with him for like few msges.. and dunno y he freaking nv reply liao.. hais.. dunno i still got chance anot.. its like.. from 85% back to 45% like tt.. all my efforts no use.. hais.. hope he replies soon and we can build it up again lor.. hmms.. yepp.. tt's all i have to say..
headWMdream=faded