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whoohoo! just came back from malaysia yesterday.. wow! me.. my mum and my sister.. whoo hoo! we bought many things.. but my sister bought the most.. from top to bottom..she bought a cap.. few shirts.. pants.. and shoe.. wha.. she spent the most! oh yeah.. she oso got earrings..haa..

for me! i bought a few tshirts.. and i bought the negi comics volume 1-8.. whoo hoo! but then they dun have volume 6.. so sad.. have to buy in singapore.. but nvm.. there only sell for 4 rm onlyy.. singapore about 2 bucks.. so cheap!! but.. they are all fake ones!! all photocopied by the original ones..so sad!! argh.. i so angry.. then the words inside all fan ti zi one.. argh!! made my day so bad.. argh!! nvm la.. read then read.. noe the story can le.. then i oso bought a new waist pouch.. actually my sis bought it for me coz she forgot she already got me a xmas present.. then in the end i have to share it with her.. she made me so damn angry lor.. i nv show her tt im angry only.. i just hate her sometimes.. argh.. nvm.. i will jst bear with it.. wait until i one day really cannot stand then go bash her up.. haa.. jk la.. not tt violent as everybody thinks.. oh well.. share then share lor.. i oso haven give her anything for xmas yet.. haiz.. sad.. wat to do if i dun have money.. i cant steal wat..
as for my mummy.. she bought the least things.. she bought shoes and shirts.. haa.. anyway.. she didn't mind.. i guess.. haa.. yeah.. haiz.. then they go every shop i oso must follow.. then my mum actually say let me read the comics at macdonalds.. but then my sister scared i kena abducted.. dots! haa.. haiz.. dunno wat to write.. i yesterday walk until leg damn pain.. but then my mum and sister like nth nth like tt.. haiz.. oh well.. wat to do.. I HATE SHOPPING!!
then after every shopping we did.. we went back home.. passed thru few customs.. then went back by mrt.. then my father wait for us at bishan mrt there.. then he drove us home.. whoo hoo! haiz.. it was home sweet home.. eh? i forget to mention sth.. i oso bought a new hp cover.. haiz.. it was nice.. but then the keypad wrong placing one.. haa.. it didn't suit my phone exactly.. but after seeing it for long time.. it was not so bad after all.. hee..

really dunno wat to write already.. so sian.. have tuition later oso.. haiz.. i go concentrate on rs now.. haa.. altho i think i wun.. hee.. okie.. bye bye!

argh!! i really hate orchard road man!! spray the stoopid thing all over ppl's head.. damn rude lor!! argh!! make until my fav cousin's eyes.. make her eyes soo pain.. then no clinic to see oso.. all close le.. stoopid la! i hate the ppl there!!

i went there to see my sis in taka.. she selling candles tt day.. i went to see her with my mum.. haiz.. so bored to write.. i forgot wat i saw tt time already.. anyway.. the next day.. it was xmas!! my mummy bought me a necklace.. my sis bought me a metal water bottle! expensive one.. whoo hoo!! but then my father bought us nth.. i gave my father the first singapore perfume--"romance singapore" haa.. the smell not bad la.. but then i smell already will sneeze..
then i oso went to my cousin new hse at fern vale there.. dunno where oso la.. i only noe its near fern vale lane.. then i reach there tt time then saw my cute baby cousin damien.. haa.. he is soo cute!! then we go there eat and watch tv.. then i had to finish the film in my cam.. so i took pics.. i took damien and my cousins.. and finished the film.. i ate fishballs!! whoohoo!! then my aunty made orange cake for everyone there.. very nice!!
after cutting the log cake.. some went home.. then me and my mummy oso went to pick my sis from taka.. then all of my cousins came to my mummy's car to take their presents.. wha.. my mummy like santa claus like tt.. whoo hoo!! haa.. living with santa for these 13 years not bad! haa.. gosh.. too bored.. being lame again.. hee..

haiz.. this post is like so damn short.. haa.. i really dunno wat to write.. had a real boring xmas this year.. anyway.. happy bday diana! i mean.. belated.. haa.. okie.. and all those hu i haven greeted merry xmas.. have a merry xmas and a happy new year!! whoo hoo!! may u all be blessed by the god of gays.. hee.. which is me.. whoo hoo!! be as gay as me.. u will not regret.. bye bye!

hi peeps.. wow.. really miss u guys.. haiz.. soo long already.. about 2 months over le.. wanna write this blog to rmb the past fun we had.. im gonna comment on every single one of u.. haa.. i go take out my class photo le..

*taken out.. clearing throat* //

(starting from top left hand corner)
Kelvin- this guy.. looks blur eh? but he's very smart k? english get distinction if im not wrong..

Eugene Lim- hmm.. maths pro? same house as me.. unicorn.. reddy!

Yunrong- hmm.. no one shall take u as fishball master anymore.. u are just the cloud u used to be.. nth to say about u.. just keep on rockin'!

Wen Fa- hmm.. u.. err... dun look at books too close at times.. it WILL spoil ur nice eyes.. i mean.. ur good eye-sight.. next time got myopia wear specs not nice already.. ok? take care!

Eugene Fong- the a.k.a ah fong guy.. dun really know u well.. hmm.. just have to say a good luck to u and ur love life!

Terence- whoo hoo!! this guy.. piang~ so tall and slim.. haa.. got figure one wor! haa.. no offence ar.. good at bowling eh? hope u becum a sg pro and do sg proud!

Shi Yan- tall guy! chinese slang.. pro! nice flexible tongue.. no matter wat.. i am trying my best to beat u in chinese!

Weiming- this is the real tally here.. seems to be quiet.. but who noes? muahaha..

Evonne- (no comment)

Wen Chi- cool taiwan girl.. love her funny way of talking.. always make me laugh.. funny girl.. keep on rockin'!

Hanny- wow.. cute and pretty girl.. face so smooth.. like baby's.. haa.. u look soo cute with ur braces babe!

Estherine- drama queen! haa.. u love to sing eh? poor hanny.. haa.. jk jk.. hope u can be a singer or watever u wanna be!

Theo- u stoopid tall girl.. keep calling me tall.. i know im short la.. stop making me depressed.. and stop showing me blood and pen knifes.. i hate them! ok? hear me? go learn ur apocalyps 2 and keep quiet! haa..

Luoling- yo friend! same class next year ar?? cool man.. get to sit with u again! i love ur monkey on ur shirt at shilin's party! let's play! wat are u waiting for?

Rae Yi- wa.. u are a sissy man!! i love u!! i love sissies!! i love green!! i love to be gay.. do u?

Kyna- today i got eat my 'bao' leh.. today eat dou sha one.. not bad la.. sweet sweet one.. haa.. nice wor!! keep on rocking in the 'bao' world!!

Shuyu- u cute girl.. taller than me already happy la hor? ur puberty stage reach already ma.. mine oso reach le la.. but then nv shoot up really much.. but then shot alot leh! haa.. last time short than me by 3 cm.. now taller than me 3 cm.. piang~~ i nv grow one la... sad..

Shilin- piang~ another tall girl.. dun feel like commenting u but.. i must.. okie.. u pink girl.. stop insulting green ok? pink izzn't any good thing either.. hmphzsx!!

Angeline- eh? were u closing ur eyes when u took the photo? haa.. cool! u look like a cute little koala sleeping! i really mean it.. the human version of a cute koala.. stay cute girl!

Andrea- whoo hoo!! this girl.. at least not much taller than me.. but still taller.. i think.. haa.. anyway.. stay cool and funky!

Matthias- nth to say about u.. just wanna tell u stop correcting other ppl's english.. its my job!

Hoong Chew- u sickening.. ate my sushi.. u watch out ar.. i make u cannot have baby with diana next time..

Chong Hao- hmmm... u stop bullying ver.. haa.. dun really noe u well lo.. haa.. just have to tell u to live life to the fullest..

Shiheng- haa.. u this cute guy.. without u my life wud be real boring in 1A.. thanks for bullying me ar! but u know sometimes u are really horrible? haa.. i so bad mood u still irritate me.. u damn daring ar? not scared of my punch.. haa.. ok.. tt's all for ya cute guy.. anyway.. u really look like a toad in the pic..haa!!

Yaojie- yo casper.. nice name u've got there from her.. haa.. i mean.. suitable one.. anyway.. stop playing so much games and concentrate on her and ur studies.. shuyu more important la.. haa.. go go go!!

Liang Hong- wha.. u know ur voice is loud.. i guess i have to buy a loud hailer for ur bday next year so tt u dun have to shout so loud.. ok? remind me hor!

Nicholas- this quiet guy.. never even get to really hear his voice b4.. haa.. too quiet already.. dun really know this one well oso.. hee.. good luck!

Desmond- wow.. u look so toot in the pic.. haa.. anyway.. can u stop winning ppl in minesweeper? haa.. and dun everytime anyhow scold me becoz i just change my nick.. its very rude ok?

Yong Cai- whoo hoo! u look like some tortoise cum rabbit in there.. haa.. no offence boy! got no word to describe u.. only can wish u good luck..

Weijian- wow.. have same name as my sis ex name.. tt day saw u at j8.. dunno whether u got see me anot.. if u got hor.. y nv say hi?? haa.. anyway.. good luck too..

*real bored of typing*

Diana- u look real innocent in the pic! so cute! like a little girl staring at the cam with cute eyes.. damn cute man!! keep staying cute! hoong chew likes it tt way.. =X

Kiesha- dun have to say so much about u.. u know i like u.. hee..

Xueli- wha! i love this girl man!! help me make fishball in seoul garden the other day.. thanks man~ i love u!

Jieying- i got only a thanks to give her.. she helped me alot.. in many diff ways.. thanks babe!

Verine- whoo hoo!! its a siren im toking about here.. i guess i have to buy the same thing for u and liang hong -- a loud hailer.. hee!! oh well.. dun have to say too much about u oso.. everyone knows i love u..!

Miss Tay- ???? u have been a great teacher.. a cute and nice one.. thanks for the knowledge!

Han Lun- hmm.. dunno wat to say about u.. i say sth u dun get angry hor! stop wanting to be teacher's pet! sorry i have to say tt..

Kenneth- wow! road runner here.. haa.. keep saying 'beep'.. haa.. anyway.. nice guy.. keep on rockin'!

Xiao Xiong- STOP BULLYING LUOLING! U'LL GET IT FROM ME IF U DARE BULLY HER AGAIN.. TAKE CARE OF UR BIRD FOR NOW..!

Huyi- haa.. stop calling ppl names la.. haa.. u wudn't like them to call u want u dun like to be oso.. kk? listen to me and ur life will be filled with friends and joy..

Yong Shun- i have to say the same thing i said to shiheng.. u are cute.. but sometimes not.. it depends on my mood.. so if u wanna be cute always.. not make me angry!

whoo hoo!! finally finish le... piang.. hand swollen la.. haa.. today wrist pain again.. haiz~ worth it la.. let my comments about u all out.. okie.. guess i have to take ice pack go ice my hands le! bye bye!

hi ppl! so long nv see u all already.. really missed u all alot.. dunno whether u all got change anot.. haa.. maybe grow taller.. fatter.. skinner.. so curious!! still got about 2 more weeks or so then sch reopen already.. so happy..
today got band again.. i woke up in the morning at 6am.. and went to prepare.. coz verine's father WAS going to send us to sch.. so must wake up early as he gonna go for work at about tt time.. i was supposed to meet ver at 7.15.. but.. when it was 7.. verine just sms say we will have to take a bus to school ourselves.. and tt was when i JUST changed finish.. so mad with ver tt time.. but nvm.. i slept for another one hour.. i had losta dreams man! i even dreamt ver's father sending me to sch.. haa..
anyway.. i met ver at 8.. she asked me if nokia 7260 good anot.. then i ans dunno.. but then i said it looked nice.. then later i asked her y in the end her father cannot send.. but then she say its because she cannot wake up.. piang~~ hai me wake up so early change.. haa..
anyway.. we reached sch about 8.45.. then we went up the band room.. and set up intruments.. bla bla.. the normal things we do in band.. and played some pop songs.. and also few of singapore songs like di tanjong katong.. yeah.. it was ok la..
and later about 12.45.. we went for lunch.. i had a craving for eating curry chicken.. so i went to eat curry chicken and vege with rice.. it was nice!! everything was nice.. but the only sad thing about the curry is tt....... i has no potato!!! argh!! my 4th fav food.. haiz~~!!
later afther eating.. we walked back to sch.. but on the way.. i saw one bottled soya bean milk.. it's brand was " miko".. not bad leh!! very sweet.. u all should try it.. only 60 cents..! ( feel like im advertising)..
ok.. so we went back to sch.. with me drinking soya bean milk..
and we reached sch.. lingli and may was only behind me.. i didn't noe.. today my section only got 3 ppl.. so pathetic!! from 6 to 3.. 2 go holiday.. one act sick.. haa..
haiz.. have to go for band on weds also.. but ver not going.. worse thing is.. i have to go myself!! aahh!! wat if i get lost?? aahh!! nvm... im just a dumbass.. a useless bum.. -- rae = zero--
oh ya.. and i hate jonadab man!! he is such a freaking thing.. he think he damn clever.. we play soft so wat? we like ma.. ownself play so loud when there is no need to.. damn him.. argh!! everytime shout so loud.. dunno y voice never spoil.. hope his throat hop out itself ar!! i hate jonadab!!!!!!!! this is called ppl with over high-esteem.. like he very handsome like tt.. like shit ar!! act big bastard.. hate him ar!!

wa.. blood boiling ar.. damn angry..see? i use red le.. -_-"'.. how lame can i get.. haa.. ok.. nvm.. calm down then ok le.. ok.. phew! not much things i can write today.. so.. goodbye~!

wow.. so touched of my senior's post about me.. she is soo sweet! u all should check it out..

anyway.. i was in my cousin's hse yesterday to play games and watch with him dvd.. we watched scary movie 3(nc-16).. it was real funny!! haa.. we laughed like mad man!! and we ate caramel popcorn, potato chips(my fav!) and drank pepsi twist double lemon also! wow.. nice environment.. but the only thing so sickening is tt....... we watched the disk with a small dvd player.. pathetic! but it was ok.. we squeezed in one small bed.. and laughed..
the show was bascially a damn funny version of "the ring".. it was so lame! u all shud wat it.. can borrow from me next time! it was sooooooo lame...
im at my cousin's hse now oso.. about 11 oclock then go watch "south park-- the passion of the jews".. hehe.. another lame show.. then my cousin playing "the incredibles" on x-box now.. wha.. he damn pro.. but then he shud concentrate more on his studies.. but nvm la.. let him relax awhile.. he begging me to play "halo" with me.. i dun feel like playing tt game coz always make me giddy one.. i rather play "kungfu chaos"!! nice and cute game.. with lotsa cools graphics.. bascially a game all recorded in a video when u play it.. soo cool! tt game is cartoon man!
this morning my father send me here tt time it was like only 8.15 am.. so early!! he woke me up just to send me here.. then he go work le..
when i come out of the car tt time.. i saw my cousin's maid.. she was gonna wash the car.. then i wait for her finish then go up the hse.. but then hor.. i forgot to tell my auntie tt i was waiting for her.. then my father call me ask why haven go up yet.. then i say i still downstairs.. so he go call my auntie lo.. then soon.. the car wash finish le.. then we went up.. my cousin was still sleeping.. then i saw his maid feeding carrots to the rabbits.. so i go take the carrots and feed them.. wha.. they urine alot eh!! so stinky..!
then after feeding.. i go see his maid cook breakfast for me.. wha.. it was egg with melted cheese, butter and mayo.. wow!! first time see ppl cook like tt.. it was not bad la.. put anit too much mayo only.. make the taste so funny..
then later my cousin come into the kitchen.. he wanted to scare me.. but then i was not frightened.. poor him.. everytime wanna scare me all not successful one.. haa.. poorthing..
haiz.. duno wat to do now leh.. i only wanna watch "south park" now.. but then my cousin still playing x-box.. haiz.. so bored tt's y come write post.. aiya.. nth to say already lo.. sho.. bye bye!!

yo! im dedicating this post to my cutest senior lingli.. im using these colours coz she likes them..
okie.. now about her.. she is a very cute senior of mine.. real cute one.. she likes to say lame jokes which make me laugh.. and i share some of mine too.. she likes to scold me stoopid.. but i dun really mind as she doesn't mean it when i do when i call her stoopid.. haa.. she loves taufik and jack jack.. while i like edna mode and sylvester..
no matter when u see her.. she is always as adorable.. with her cute hair and face.. and specs too! i really dunno wat to write for her as i was forced to write one post like tt.. hmm.. let me think.. lingli is a girl.. who always sits beside me in band.. and hates ostrich like i do.. likes to bully may.. and her junior if may bullies me.. haa!! she protects me from may! i feel so save with her.. so let's talk about the first day i met her.......

-- down da memory lane ]]

the day of the auditions for band.. after my interview with mdm tan.. i met this friendly girl named lingli.. she asked me wat instrument i wanted to play in the band.. i said saxophone and she said she is in tt section.. then joseph walked pass.. and she said he was very skinny and added on tt if we played the saxophone we will be as skinny as him.. and also said tt she haven grown skinnier yet..

after the auditions.. we met again in my classroom in the peer support session.. she was sweeping the floor behind me.. and i asked her wat are the exact dates and times for band practices.. i forgotten wat she said.. but i rmbed she said about saturday having band..

saturday came.. i went to school.. met verine and evonne.. we searched and search around and round and round for band members.. but they were all not there.. the band room was locked.. the school was empty.. only with ppl frim npcc.. so we went to the office to ask.. and found out tt tt day was a meeting for the teachers in charge of band.. i went totally mad! and the others blamed me for saying tt there is band tt day.. while they were angry at me.. i was hating lingli!! haa.. but i dun hate her now.. i know she didn't do it on purpose.. i forgive her..

and later.. the real band practice started.. we were having sectionals.. she taught me how to set up the saxophone and and maintain it.. and later taught me howta play some simple notes.. she said i was good! hee!! of course i know it.. haa..

and now.. after 11 months of her being my lame mate.. i finally realise tt she is such a good mate!! with her lame jokes and laughter.. and toking about her laughter.. she laughs real loud.. and she laughs at pratically anything..!

i really have nth to write about her anymore.. i can only conclude by saying tt she is a real good senior!

-- end of confession ]]

sorry ppl!! soo long nv blog already.. haa.. my blog getting more boring and boring without posts..
ok.. hmm.. wat to start first leh? ok! about the skirt verine was toking about in my tag board..... i dun feel like toking about it.. but i must!
it was on a fine day after band.. when my hook on my skirt was dangling like some dunno wat like tt haa.. more info ask ver and kiesha.. haa.. it was soooooo embarrassing.. my skirt was like dropping.. coz dun have butt to support.. haa.. too flat le.. haa.. then it was falling.. until can see my pants inside.. piang~~ so pai seh.. then everyone look at me at the bustop.. piang~~ dunno where to put my face.. haa!! then kiesha and ver dun want help me..wat friends??!! haa.. jk la.. they also will pai seh-ed if they help me.. haa.. anyway.. in the end.. i got the zip up.. and later hold on to my skirt all the way home.. which seemed so far away tt time.. haa.. haiz~~ how wud this happen to me man??!! im an unlucky one!
ok.. the next day.. i..... myself.. my sister and her 2 friends went for iceskating.. haa.. it SUPPOSED to be for 1A ppl.. but who noes? haa.. all last minute not going.. haiz~~ big failure sia!! but nvm.. since im not good at organizing outings.. i rather stay at home until ppl invite me.. haa.. lazy me..ok.. about the iceskating.. we had fun! but then in the middle my sister suddenly dun feel like iceskating then go out of the ring to cry.. i dunno wat was it for.. but i know it has sth to do about her love life.. oh well.. this is life...
anyway.. we had fun and went out of the iceskating area about 5.00pm coz they had to smoothen the ice to prepare for the hockey training held there..then we went to dhoby ghaut(dunno how to spell la).. then.. we played pool! but i only watched them play.. i was watching xi ling men2.. haa.. coz i didn't feel like playing.. oh well!! then.. later we went to eat dinner.. we go 7-11.. me and my sis ate sandwiches.. haa!! soo healthy!! haa.. actually i wanna eat cup noodles one.. but then my sis dun let me.. so bad!! but nvm.. she is caring for me.. haa..
after "dinner".. we went to arcade.. and then i played bishi bashi.. so sad.. everytime lose one.. haa.. but then tt time i win kiesha and ver!! haa.. anyway.. my sis actually only got 5 credit.. then tt side got some machines got play one get one free one.. then we played 3 times of bishi bashi.. then another one for some shooting game.. then one more left.. then my sis so try her luck.. so play some range game.. if the tokens we move away got between the range then we win sth.. the range was 271-273.. then my sis went to "sweep" the tokens inside away.. then in the end she took out 271 tokens!! wow!! then we got one extra card!! damn nice leh.. then we got another 5 tokens.. then we go play racing car.. haa.. i always lose one la.. then my sis got 4th then i got 3rd.. haa!! so happy.. but then second round i was last.. then i nv play le.. then got one game need to box the guy tummy one.. then see how heavy is ur punch.. tt machine so cute!! haa!! then my sis's 2 friends(who are guys) went to try it.. then one of them go punch.. then his ounch was 124 kg!!!!! wow!! damn strong man!! haa.. then the other one only about 84 kg.. haa.. tooo bad!!
after tt..we went home le.. we reach bishan mrt about 10pm like tt.. then i call my father.. he say he from hse coming to pick us already.. so me and my sis go buy earring first.. my sister bought a star shaped earring.. then i bought a hexagon shaped one.. so cute!!
yepp.. then later my father reached already.. then we go home.. my mother was damn angry at us.. coz we say about 8 will reach home.. in the end about 10.30 then reach.. but then she nv scold.. she just dun care us.. then stay in the room.. i know she was very disappointed.. im sorry mummy!! i will nv do tt again.. i promise..
okie.. tt's about all.. today had band again.. wha.. do drills until like siao.. there was thrice i be right-timer.. then have to shout all the timings.. shout until voice so 'zao sia'.. haa.. but then quite fun la.. march here and there.. haa.. some ppl call me sick saying them fun.. fine..i'll not say anything anymore..
then later have lunch with ver.. coz today kiesha nv go for band.. then ver ate roti prata( as usual ).. then i ate mee rubus.. it was nice! but then i eat finish already quite thirsty.. so go buy sarsi.. but then cannot finish.. i was gonna explode.. so i throw away the can.. so waste money.. i wasted about 60 cents!! argh!!
haa.. after tt.. got sectionals.. but then today very short only.. coz cannot have sectionals becoz of the opening of results for n-level.. i think.. yepp..
then later have to go in band room to play awhile.. then after awhile.. the woodwinds get to go first.. then we all pack up and go home!!
then today my mum go jarkata.. then i and ver have to go home alone.. oh well.. the trip home was ok.. and i saw desmond's bro! wow!! haa.. but then i dun think he recognised me.. who cares??
haiz.. dunno wat to write already.. haa.. actually i lazy to write la.. haa.. sho.. good bye cuties!! have a nice day ahead..!

wow! so long nv write posts already.. kinda buzy with band lately.. come back tired already.. oh well!! now band learning drills.. have to shoot a video for syf.. have to march and kena punish alot.. so sad.. tt ostrich.. who is unfortunately my band major.. keep acting big.. last time the band major soooo good.. not like him like tt.. worse than shit.. damn him!! i hate ostrich!!!!!!!!!
anyway.. other than band stuff.. i dunno why.. but i ever thot of forgetting him.. but thinking about it also.. i will continue..
other than tt also.. i'm starting a new band.. the zig-zags.. i dunno whether to change it to "zig-zagz" anot.. dunno "s" or "z" better.. hmm...i tihnk "z" better la hor.. haa.. ok.. sorry verine for me changing the band name from the zesters to the zig-zagz.. sorry! i now really buzy to find the ppl who are talented enough to go for the auditions i am planning.. if they got enough talent and courage.. they will be a part of the zig-zagz.. so anyone out there.. if u like to have fun while earning money.. contact me!! but it will not be really fun as once we start the band.. serious work will start coming out too.. we will do our best to make singapore and our fellow friends well.. ppl reading this.. rmb to watch out for the zig-zagz on tv!
but still.. no money to make music yet.. gonna warn all the ppl joining tt we must save money.. coz we are poor to buy instruments at the moment.. gonna use only vocals for the first few songs then use computer for some of them.. so.. gonna make good songs outta them and earn money for the band's usage.. haiz~ being the leader of a band is total difficult work.. yepp.. telling everyone reading this too.. we must have great determination to lead.. never give up so fast.. yesh! the zig-zagz will never fall!! oh well.. being buzy.. im supposed to find the company name.. willing to sponsor us next time.. haiz.. but now.. if anyone out there got alot of money u can give to us.. plz do!! haa..jk.. we will earn our own money.. i wun demand from u any longer.. jiayou to the zig-zagz!

hello ppl! wow.. really missed u all.. had a dream of the outing.. too stressed already.. haa..
anyway.. how are u guys doing?
actually i also had another dream.. i dreamt i had a bf! it was nice man.. but this doesn't mean tt i forget him already hor! its just tt i think too much everytime.. oh well.. i didn't get to see my bf's face very clearly.. but i noe he was a sweet guy.. he let my lie on his shoulders.. it was really comfortable! we were in a cab.. and the cab was kinda cold.. so he lent me his jacket and hug me.. wow.. the best feeling i've ever gotten.. BUT!! they were all just a dream.. sad.. i really wish tt wud happen to me.. in real life tt is.. i dun wanna dream anymore already.. i keep on dreaming things about he accepting me and stuff.. but whenever i wake up.. i always wished my life wud continue in my dream.. tt wonderful dream with only me and him.. so tired of dreaming about him.. i really wanna be with him.. i will be true.. as i have gone through quite alot of dreaming about him.. but in real life.. he doesn't even give a sign.. i want him to give me one.. at least an action for me to know tt he notices me or sth.. it doesn't have to be obvious.. any indirect understanding will do.. i really need him.. i'm not a despo or anything.. i'm true about this.. nv felt so true to any crushes b4.. i used to be one kind of a despo lover.. but now.. i have learnt my lesson.. i wasted so much time on previous fake relationships where i felt sad for nth in the end.. but this time.. im gonna be true.. i'm gonna love till my fullest.. im trying to make him love me to tt point too.. but no great ideas pop in my mind.. ppl!! help me!! he is such a great guy.. i think his sisters love him like mad too.. with his great virtues and stuff.. i really love him la.................... y can't he just see??? im really determined of getting him.. i must.. i pledge to remain single if i cannot get him.. but if he tells me soon tt i really dun stand a chance.. i will try to change my target.. but i think i wun.. i will never change my target because of ppl not giving me any attention to my love for him.. i want him to noe tt i really love him.. if i really get him.. i will make our relationship a nice one.. and make it together staying with each other the next time.. with children.. i dun mean anything saying these things.. these things can wait.. my love for him too.. i will wait unless he gives me the bad sign tt i am bothering him.. if he gives tt sign.. i will stop pestering him and continue with my life thinking of him.. he will always have a place in my heart.. along with u ppl reading this.. all 1A peeps.. u all rock.. stay funky and rmb to live life to the fullest.. yeah.. must continue to support me.. u wun regret.. i will get him if i want to.. yepp.. support me.. support love.. ya.. sorry if u think this post is just crap tt im typing.. bye..

whoo hoo.. went to pierce today for band exchange.. the ppl there were friendly man.. especially the saxophone players.. altho the band was kinda small.. but the spirit of a huge band was there.. the pierce students learnt "danse diabolique".. the diffcult song.. but without much time they managed to play not bad..! talented children.. i took a month to play their standard for today..
we had lunch after a long first half of the day of practicing.. it was tough.. but we just played the same song over and over again.. it was kinda boring.. but it was ok.. me and lingli (my cute senior).. exchanged jokes to make us feel not so bored.. but it wasn't much of a differrence..
i met a tenor sax player there.. her name is stephanie.. nice name eh? she is also the drum major there at pierce.. she's very friendly.. kinda like her!
anyway can't write too long.. no time.. have to think wat to eat for dinner.. losing brain cells.. once more.. my mum oso headache.. have to think wat to eat.. so ok.. i gtg help my mum think oso.. so sian eating the same food i have in the hawker centre downstairs my hse.. feel like eating kfc.. but so expensive.. better not.. not good for health oso.. bad bad.. later got more pimples.. haa.. ok.. i go think le.. sho.. good bye! have a nice day ahead!! dun need miss me.. i have enough ppl to miss me already.. hee.. bhb.. ok ok.. stop my crap.. haa.. feeling so mad and siao today.. cause verine said i was crazy.. and i oso admitted i was stoopid.. haa.. ok ok.. can't stop typing.. i love the keypad on the laptop so much..!
but i have to stop anyhow.. gooooooooooooooooood bye!!~

wha.. singapore idol born le.. taufik man! oh well.. he has the voice.. but he's so fake.. like wat my sis says.. oh well.. he got the victory.. poor sylvester.. he sang kinda well but didn't win it.. as tt dicky judge said.. he will get in a chinese industry better.. very true..!
since taufik can win the competition.. i wonder why i can't.. haa.. maybe next time i will go squeezing in tt long queue for the auditions.. u might never know.. and winning the idol game!!
i can imagine me standing on the stage with screaming fans of mine.. shouting " RAE YI!! WHOO HOO!! " wow~~
if i really in sg idol must vote for me k? make me win.. u will not regret.. i will do singapore proud man! and maybe win in world idol too!! goshies..
wow.. magnific~ i'll be rich.. with records and stuff.. wow.. can't wait to be famous.. but thinking at the other side.. i dun think i will make it tt far.. oh well.. my life so far doesn't seem exceptional.. only two words in my mind now.. 'jia you!' yepp.. i can do it!
oh well.. nth to write.. but i have to teach shiheng to make a wonderful blog.. altho i noe i will not make a good job out of it.. he have to make it nice by himself.. sho..gooood bye darlings!!