Sunday, December 05, 2004
yo!
hello ppl! wow.. really missed u all.. had a dream of the outing.. too stressed already.. haa..
anyway.. how are u guys doing?
actually i also had another dream.. i dreamt i had a bf! it was nice man.. but this doesn't mean tt i forget him already hor! its just tt i think too much everytime.. oh well.. i didn't get to see my bf's face very clearly.. but i noe he was a sweet guy.. he let my lie on his shoulders.. it was really comfortable! we were in a cab.. and the cab was kinda cold.. so he lent me his jacket and hug me.. wow.. the best feeling i've ever gotten.. BUT!! they were all just a dream.. sad.. i really wish tt wud happen to me.. in real life tt is.. i dun wanna dream anymore already.. i keep on dreaming things about he accepting me and stuff.. but whenever i wake up.. i always wished my life wud continue in my dream.. tt wonderful dream with only me and him.. so tired of dreaming about him.. i really wanna be with him.. i will be true.. as i have gone through quite alot of dreaming about him.. but in real life.. he doesn't even give a sign.. i want him to give me one.. at least an action for me to know tt he notices me or sth.. it doesn't have to be obvious.. any indirect understanding will do.. i really need him.. i'm not a despo or anything.. i'm true about this.. nv felt so true to any crushes b4.. i used to be one kind of a despo lover.. but now.. i have learnt my lesson.. i wasted so much time on previous fake relationships where i felt sad for nth in the end.. but this time.. im gonna be true.. i'm gonna love till my fullest.. im trying to make him love me to tt point too.. but no great ideas pop in my mind.. ppl!! help me!! he is such a great guy.. i think his sisters love him like mad too.. with his great virtues and stuff.. i really love him la.................... y can't he just see??? im really determined of getting him.. i must.. i pledge to remain single if i cannot get him.. but if he tells me soon tt i really dun stand a chance.. i will try to change my target.. but i think i wun.. i will never change my target because of ppl not giving me any attention to my love for him.. i want him to noe tt i really love him.. if i really get him.. i will make our relationship a nice one.. and make it together staying with each other the next time.. with children.. i dun mean anything saying these things.. these things can wait.. my love for him too.. i will wait unless he gives me the bad sign tt i am bothering him.. if he gives tt sign.. i will stop pestering him and continue with my life thinking of him.. he will always have a place in my heart.. along with u ppl reading this.. all 1A peeps.. u all rock.. stay funky and rmb to live life to the fullest.. yeah.. must continue to support me.. u wun regret.. i will get him if i want to.. yepp.. support me.. support love.. ya.. sorry if u think this post is just crap tt im typing.. bye..
anyway.. how are u guys doing?
actually i also had another dream.. i dreamt i had a bf! it was nice man.. but this doesn't mean tt i forget him already hor! its just tt i think too much everytime.. oh well.. i didn't get to see my bf's face very clearly.. but i noe he was a sweet guy.. he let my lie on his shoulders.. it was really comfortable! we were in a cab.. and the cab was kinda cold.. so he lent me his jacket and hug me.. wow.. the best feeling i've ever gotten.. BUT!! they were all just a dream.. sad.. i really wish tt wud happen to me.. in real life tt is.. i dun wanna dream anymore already.. i keep on dreaming things about he accepting me and stuff.. but whenever i wake up.. i always wished my life wud continue in my dream.. tt wonderful dream with only me and him.. so tired of dreaming about him.. i really wanna be with him.. i will be true.. as i have gone through quite alot of dreaming about him.. but in real life.. he doesn't even give a sign.. i want him to give me one.. at least an action for me to know tt he notices me or sth.. it doesn't have to be obvious.. any indirect understanding will do.. i really need him.. i'm not a despo or anything.. i'm true about this.. nv felt so true to any crushes b4.. i used to be one kind of a despo lover.. but now.. i have learnt my lesson.. i wasted so much time on previous fake relationships where i felt sad for nth in the end.. but this time.. im gonna be true.. i'm gonna love till my fullest.. im trying to make him love me to tt point too.. but no great ideas pop in my mind.. ppl!! help me!! he is such a great guy.. i think his sisters love him like mad too.. with his great virtues and stuff.. i really love him la.................... y can't he just see??? im really determined of getting him.. i must.. i pledge to remain single if i cannot get him.. but if he tells me soon tt i really dun stand a chance.. i will try to change my target.. but i think i wun.. i will never change my target because of ppl not giving me any attention to my love for him.. i want him to noe tt i really love him.. if i really get him.. i will make our relationship a nice one.. and make it together staying with each other the next time.. with children.. i dun mean anything saying these things.. these things can wait.. my love for him too.. i will wait unless he gives me the bad sign tt i am bothering him.. if he gives tt sign.. i will stop pestering him and continue with my life thinking of him.. he will always have a place in my heart.. along with u ppl reading this.. all 1A peeps.. u all rock.. stay funky and rmb to live life to the fullest.. yeah.. must continue to support me.. u wun regret.. i will get him if i want to.. yepp.. support me.. support love.. ya.. sorry if u think this post is just crap tt im typing.. bye..
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