OBMUD.

yo.. nv go sch.. AGAIN.. anyways.. this time really got headache la hor.. so later going polyclinic take mc.. haa.. stoopid sch.. dun accept letters.. wth la! the parents got see the letter can liao ma.. why wont they trust us? if we skip sch its also our own lost wat.. i love sch ok?? argh.. just tt some stoopid ppl hu always skip sch doesnt like sch.. sch is fun.. studying is even funner.. but heys.. i kinda regretted tt i didnt go sch just cause i got headache.. i dun care already.. next time even fever i oso go.. but then if fever until 38.5 then i dun go la.. cause no one will let me! haa.. ok.. 38.4 oso must go la.. ya.. i MUST force myself to go sch everyday.. hear me? EVERY!!
anyways.. very pissed off with shiyan and wenfa.. damn them la.. not interested in the tshirts.. rather not admit tt they are from 1A.. not interested at least act interested ma.. at least show some respect rite? i noe the designs not really nice la.. but if they think they can do better then draw la.. wa.. dua bai until like tt.. kao eh.. they better be interested.. if not 1A tshirt no more liao.. if want then they ownself go make.. they think very easy is it? they go make la.. need about 2 months to make one lor.. now dun even think can make it in time for aug8 la.. still wasting time.. pass one damn piece of paper oso need so long.. pls la.. cooperate can?? forget it la.. if one more week still cannot finish the choosing of designs rite.. no more 1A tshirt liao.. unless someone designs and does all the work.. i've always dreamt of having a shirt of our own la.. no one seems to appreciate anything i do.. so wat for care?

DAMN THOSE PEOPLE!

and i cant freaking find my science file.. damn mrs supra.. nv let me have a chance to explain.. anyways!! stoopid spotchecks.. first day caught my fringe.. wat for? nth wrong wat.. over part of my forehead oso cannot.. funny.. they dunno wat's "choosing sth tt suits ur style".. AAHH!! andand.. got some stoopid "reach for the sky" test.. lame la.. just say "see if tuck out too much" can liao ma.. still need stoopid lame names for such simple things.. funny leh.. then y dun toothbrushes have names like "reach for the teeth" or "brush it all clean"? ARGH! anyways.. got caught for the tuck-out-too-much also.. mad sch leh!!! tuck out too much oso got prob.. they just want everyone to look like sokwun.. kao eh!!
and somebody is really pissing me off! actprettyactcuteactsmart! she;s not even one of them la.. act oso act until so LAN!!! fork off la.. damn idiot.. AAHH!!!
anyways.. i love lingli la.. so touched by her post.. hee.. anyways.. my only motivation for band is also lingli.. cause without her hor.. i think i wud nv want to join band and go to tbtn.. haa.. ya.. and its like.. see other sections tt time.. like so boring.. but then only tenor sax like very exciting like tt.. cause got these type of fun ppl like me and lingli wat.. hor? haa.. and ya.. we joke alot la.. and as she said.. we are 1month1day apart.. and ya.. erm.. i think we are the closest duo in band lor.. and our spiky hair.. shows more of our close-ness.. we really didnt plan to have those spiky things coming out of our hair.. really.. guess its just close-ness.. haa!!
ya.. but i still hate mayflower.. but second thot.. i hate our sch rules.. the students here are just great! except for some ppl hu dun appreciate other's work.. and those hu just like to act.. YA! tt's all i have to complain.. those ppl just fork me off!!

lamesch; lamerules; lameteachers;

omgomgOMG!
i was searching for my sister's blogskin.. i saw the one tt wenfa's sister made.. not bad.. it was one of the most downloaded.. and i was like reading her blog.. abit kpo of me la hor.. but then ya.. she's quite a nice girl.. like her brother.. and i read about the zoo trip of their family.. and tt her brother doing sth about taking a grape and doing sth to some animal.. haa.. hmm.. anyways.. ya.. coincidence.. yupps.. but i was sosososo amazed.. haa.. lamer.. yea.. jielin=nice girl!

hey.. its kinda scary lately.. y do i realise tt couples are having more and more troubles? scary u noe? hmms.. young ppl are real harsh nowadays.. once u noe it.. *POOF*.. they're off! its like.. many days, weeks, months and even years just go "byebye" like tt.. hmms.. it also comes to say tt.. young ppl nowadays dun really have good patience and stamina.. agree?
ohhh.. come to think about those days when i was young (HAHA).. when i waited and waited for the only guy i fell in love with on august8 2004.. haa.. ok ok.. stop my crapping.. hmms.. just telling u young ppl tt u shud all be PATIENT.. dun cause of some little thing then quarrel with ur guy or gal.. and end up separated.. yupp.. its no good! yeah.. love doctor's gtg now! so rmb.. a hug a day keeps the hatred away!

first i wud like to say tt im honoured to design this shirt for 1adventurous.. and ya.. hope u all dun mind.. if its ugly u all can feel free to say.. wat i want is a perfect 1A tee.. yepp.. so ya.. designing now.. kinda fun tho.. just worried tt we wun have enough time to finish the shirts by aug8.. hmms.. so ya.. need u guys to help me out with the printing thingy.. can anyone help me find a place to do those stuff.. 1A will really appreciate! and just to highlight.. the t-shirt is gonna be black.. yupp.. so just wait for the tees ya? im continuing liao.. byebyebye!!

i noe my mistake.. its my habit to bathe for long hours.. i shudnt put this blog title as "pissed".. as im really not.. but just at the outside im angry at u.. i wonder if u actually need to use the toilet b4 u do anything.. cant u pack ur stuff and everything while i was in the toilet for 25 minutes? and dun u even command me to do anything.. cant u just ask me nicely? dun be angry for me toking these crap.. im just simply expressing myself.. i wudnt have cried if i didnt love u.. i cried not only i loved u as a sister.. i loved u more than a sister.. didnt realise it? too bad.. i said sorry..i noe i was wrong.. but u said as if i WANTED to make u late for sch.. u weren't late anyway.. just on time.. but ya.. as u said.. it takes time to walk to class.. so ya... i seemed to make u late on purpose.. and i guess im sorry about tt..
oh wells.. everything's over.. guess i better not stay with u in the future as we planned.. unless we have 2 toilets in tt condo.. oh wells.. sorry!

i was wrong.. happy?

haa.. i meant.. im still lonely but i think tt iwebtunes thingy is infecting my computer.. so ya.. i deleted it.. anyway.. tmr's gonna be a damn boring day!! hmph.. if anyone wanna chat with me whole day oso can.. cause i wun have the laptop at home! my sister taking to sch for some stoooopid project.. arghs.. and its like.. i will be alone at home the whole day tmr.. my father go malaysia.. mother going work early in the morning.. then sister going work.. shud i go kenny's hse? yeah! and im gonna meet kiesha! cause her hse just opposite kenny's hse.. hee.. then kiesha can meet new friend.. kenny can meet a new friend oso.. whooooo.. then if their relationship get stronger and STRONGER.. ahaaaaa.... u noe.. heeeee..... kiesha will maybe be my cousin-in-law! haa.. crapping.. sorry.. kiesha has her love already.. =D
hmms.. ok.. maybe i can go arcade with them also.. then if can i call verine along! AND.. kenny will have another friend.. verine will oso have another friend.. and ya! if their relationship gets stronger and STRONGER.. haa...... wat crap am i toking??? anyway.. verine and kenny make a good match.. not to say verine and javin dun la.. but kenny's and verine's height same same.. then they both oso face very fair and smooth.. complexion damn nice.. hmm.. but kenny got his sweetheart linda already la.. but then hor.. if im a guy i will confirm jio verine one la.. hee.. ok.. CRAP! hmms.. and ya.. maybe having conference later ba.. sooo... see YA!!

jiuwuzhizunROCKS!

hmph! kenny bully me.. he say my eyebags very big.. which is true la.. but then no need to say out one ma.. hais.. but anyways.. he oso got say my lungs got black lumps.. wat the hell.. and everything he sees on tv tt is ugly he says tt its me.. wat the FORK!!
nvm.. once i get my boyfriend.. he's getting it! muahaa.. watch out.. haa.. once i get my high achiever's tea.. byebye kenny goessssss.........................

FORKyoukenny!

ok.. im done with the problem of tt "others" thingy.. didnt noe it was just so easy.. haa.. ok.. just informing!

hais.. why must it be tt guys go for girls? so many songs about guys going for girls.. but not the other way round.. same for this song.. its always "mr.lonely".. nv "miss.lonely".. hais.. how i wish it was made for girls to go for guys.. and girls to make first moves.. i noe its possible.. but as everyone will say.. "it's all for the guys".. hmms.. guess i will just have to wait and wait.. im not brave enough.. and ya.. studies.. priority..

yo.. im so bored now.. i added music to this blog but nth was heard.. haa.. anyway.. hmm.. im just right infront of the laptop.. staring at fishes swimming in the tank.. hmms.. and ya.. i called auntymummy but she wasnt at home.. and i cudnt bother to call her at her hp.. so ya.. guess i have to go there at night.. hmms.. wat else.. yeah.. im alone at home.. and found out tt being alone at home was better than anything else.. cause no one will be there to tell me to do hw.. anyway.. i finished one newspaper article liao.. one more to go.. hais.. and hmms.. wat else to say.. just boredboredbored!! hmms.. got feeling to write a poem already.. heeeee..

BORED!
Alone at home with my fishes and tortoise,
Eating my fried rice my father brought from his ex-office.
Staring at the fishes,
Red, black and orange.
Thinking about pouring homework that cause my mum's naggings.
Oh can anyone just freaking call and date me?
I'll treat you some fishballs if u make me happy.

yo.. changed blogskin again.. if u all dunno.. before this one was the goldfish thingy.. but hu cares.. my sister said it was not nice.. hais.. this one stoopid one la.. the "others" section got prob.. so ya.. dun care about tt one.. its nth.. ya.. cause i just want the pics on this skin.. dun u find it very cute? haa.. ok.. ya.. just telling u all dun care about tt section.. yeah.. so byebye!

yo! yesterday my sister's competition.. actually i dun wanna go one la.. but since got food.. why not.. x)
anyways.. yea.. hmms.. ya.. she didnt win but got in to the semifinals.. u must all be like.. (?_?).. haa.. tyco one la.. got ppl disqualified then she can get in one.. if not she dream oso dun have.. =)).. haa! jk! haa.. actually im not jk lor.. its the fact.. =)
anyway.. my button came out when i sneezed! haa.. to fat liao la.. haa..
3weeks of not playing pingpong.. how saaad.. anyway.. i must be a pro tbtn player.. whoos! represent singapore.. haa.. yapraeyi.. whoos!
lame..
bye..

yoyoyo! yesterday was just plain fun! goshies.. first we went to sch and warmed up abit.. later we set off to tampines mall! gosh.. but the only thing tt spoiled it all was.. we performed outdoors without air-con! argh.. u mean we suit to play in those kind of places?? our band's standard is suited for concert halls! anyways.. we went there and do the things we are supposed to do.. and went for our breakfast.. they didnt have any space at macs so we planned to sit on the floor to eat.. how pitiful.. anyway.. tt wasnt for long when a security guard went pass.. hee.. we had to leave.. anyways.. i was already done with my food! and i treated verine also.. i wanted big breakfast but she wanted hotcakes.. so blaaaa.. i bought hotcakes.. as for the drink.. she said anything.. so i bought sprite.. but hu noes tt girl doesnt like sprite.. so ya.. i finished it myself.. ahem.. actually i didnt finish it myself la.. denny helped me.. haa.. hmms.. wat else..
we assembled and stuffs.. then performed.. blablabla.. and later we reached sch.. and hmms.. goodie bags! inside got smarties la.. then tt kiasu senior of mine.. go bluff ppl say she dun have yet.. hais.. how kiasu can she get?? aiyoooo... =X
anyway.. later.. me, kiesha, theo, isabelle, verine and rachel went j8.. AND!! we met mrtan on the way! and dexing..nadhira.. and the rest la.. then i spotted mrtan! they were going to thai express.. so he said he wanted to treat us.. hee.. if i hadnt spotted mrtan.. they wudnt have gotten the treat.. hee.. comeon.. THANK ME!
haa.. anyways.. nice lunch! i ate softcrab+egg+onion! altho i didnt eat the onion.. but bleahs!! it was nice!! haa.. and later i went to see some keyboards.. and ya.. cheapest was 295! ok.. and later.. went back.. verine and kiesha went to tpy.. and i had to walk back myself.. alone.. without anyone following.. haissss...
haa=) anyways.. ya.. 18/6/05 rocks!

• dropped my hp in my mother's car while coming to band and found out about 45mins later
• lingli dun let me sit full chair
• pissed off with rachelyapruiqiu once more
• alone at home with my father
• wanna cut my hair but cannot
• need to buy shirt but no one to go with
• money-less
• friends all out at j8
• BORED

aahh!!!!!!!! how bad can my day get???????????????????

yoyoyo! firstly.. just like to ANNOUCE tt mcb will be performing at tampines mall at11.30!! not 3plus4pm.. hee.. paiseh.. anyways.. today band was BORED.. and its like hmmm... verine and kiesha left and raaaaan without waiting for me cause they scared the stall dun have enough prata for them -.-.. are pratas tt important?
anyways! verine arrrr... u must reflect on wat u have done.. rmb.. use smses on the CORRECT person.. and dun be so heartless to him la.. it hurts leh.. haa.. and ermm.. i noe i shudnt care so much la.. but u WILL thank me one day.. ok? heeeee=)
andand! i dunno wat colour shud i buy for the top for performing.. i dunno y but i thot of beige.. haa.. hmm.. verine say she want orange.. i was like "BRIGHT orange? CREAMY orange? LIGHT orange?" but she gave me this.. -.-""""""""""".. haa.. dunno y oso la.. anyway.. i was thinking of yellow also.. but thinking.. i will be like spongebob (which is not so bad la).. but its will be too BRIGHT! hmm.. or maybe light yellow? ya.. better.. anyway.. sill got alot of choices lor.. let me list it down.. =))))

ColoursToChooseFrom
lightyellow
beige
lightturqoise
darkgreen
lightgreen
creamyorange
pink (will have rashes after tt)
lightpurple

yepps.. those are the colours i guess.. hmms.. nth else to say.. ohoh! annoucement for 1A`04 cuties!! me and verine going to design shirt for us all! and maybe we can all wear it together on aug8 and any other outings ok? whoos! 1A wansui!


bye!

yo! forget to inform u all tt i bought a harmonica yesterday at only $3.55 at popular!.. altho i dun really noe how to play.. im determined to learn how to play myself.. im doing quite well.. hee.. and ya.. bandbandband!! going to perform in tampines mall.. haa.. how nice.. sooo far away.. hey 1Appl! (others oso can la) must go leh.. its on the 18ofjune.. at about 3plus4pm.. yeahs.. if can must go yeahs?? thankyouthankyou!! im starting to LOVE this life of mine.. so free.. so nice.... anyways.. sososoSO long nv play pingpong already la!! stooooooooooooooooooooooooopid verine.. still owe me 6days.. argh!! AAHH!!! pingpingpingpingpongpongpongpong!!!!!

playwithmela

yo! yesterday was ahKAI gege's wedding at sentosa.. gosh.. congrats for having such a pretty wife.. haa.. anyways.. i drank wine(with orange juice) in the morning..beer and whisky in the night.. hee.. tipsy?? NO! haa.. i was only feeling hot.. REAL hot.. haa.. and yeahs.. the wedding was sosoSO sweet la.. haa.. and hmms.. other than the wedding.. just came back from theDURIANS(esplanade).. and ya.. it was nice la.. got like phantomoftheopera and beautyandthebeast.. ohoh! and startrek oso.. haa.. but yeahs.. mrfahmi is the cutest.. haa.. and mrnazreen oso.. and not forgetting mrtan.. haa.. me and kiesha said tt mrtan and mrfahmi are best friends so they cut same hairstyle.. =D
and i found out tt my hair dropping more and more already.. hmms.. just afraid i might join mrfahmi and mrtan.. haa!! so better not say them la hor.. hee.. anyway.. my poor aunty's hand hurts like mad.. so ya.. she cried! goshies.. anyways.. ya.. err.. nth to write yes?? erm... ok.. and yaya! auntymummy looked real hot yesterday! =X

iwannagetmarriednow!

yo ppl!!! the colourful me is back! gosh.. living so freely rocks i tell u.. fiy if u are like blurred now.. let me just tell u wat happened to my mind.. hee =)))! ok.. first.. i wud like to say.. i am planning to get my high achiever's tea or at least have great improvement in my work.. yeah.. and b4 tt.. im not loving anyone.. but as i say not LOVING.. im still WAITING.. but yeah.. i wun spent so much time on him anymore.. but just on studies.. im not gonna call myself "solo" like yj does.. but "childishly-matured".. i actually planned of calling myself "loner".. but nah.. it sounds so hmm.. unhappy? yeah.. unhappy.. so ya.. childish+matured=me!
muahaa.. oh wells.. i explained it all to wenfa yes? and he agreed me decision.. we are close friends now.. muahaa.. guess the 10months++ very worth it.. VERY! ok.. and ya.. i will concentrate on my studies.. the nerd in me will show very soon..! and i think i need specs to accompany my nerdiness.. hee.. @-@


beingFREEatLAST

hais.. i guess it's a happy bday for him and a sad day for me.. stuck in the holidays.. only able to see him yesterday for like 2 minutes?? and tt was the last bmt training.. wow.. how nice.. and its like.. no smses.. no thank yous.. no nth! why is he so cold towards me? is it because i once didnt like him? but i still can say.. i LOVE him now.. i want him to be back in my life.. making me happy and stuffs.. pls la wenfa.......
guess it's all over between me and him? the hopeless me returns.. i've nv felt so true b4.. yet when it's true.. no one believes me.. guess everyone arounds me dunno me well enough.. and im still struggling to get out of boredom chatting with somebody i hate.. gosh.. its terrible.. no smses from the one i love yet loads from the one i hate.. HOW NICE!
damns.. he's treating me so coldly yet i find him so nice.. wat the hell? call this the power of love? gosh.. this is the level of stupidity in me.. how weird can i get.. first liking him cause he cleared up the mess on aug8.. and now finding him so attractive when he treats me like shit.. how lame can i possibly get?? VERY!
i tried so hard to get sokwun out of his worries.. and ya.. a thankyou and nth else.. many risks involved.. not dangerous for him.. but for me.. wow.. a thankyou is like SO enough..
anyways.. just like to wish him happy bday.. may all his wishes come true..

i miss wenfa i miss wenfa i miss wenfa i miss wenfa i miss wenfa i miss wenfa i miss wenfa i miss wenfa i miss wenfa i miss wenfa i miss wenfa i miss wenfa i miss wenfa i miss wenfa i miss wenfa i miss wenfa i miss wenfa i miss wenda i miss wenfa i miss wenfa i miss wenfa i miss wenfa!!!!!!!!!

AAHH!
HELP ME!
it's his bday tmr.
hais.
happy bday?
hope so.
the holidays have been so lonely without ur smses.
SMS ME PLS!!!
i need them.
im gonna die of boredom chatting with some guy i dun even like.
save me!

really dunno wat to blog now.. i cannot reveal everything.. AAHH!! dunno wat i doing oso la.. keep wanting to play.. i already promised myself to study hard already lor.. argh... i must get high achiever's tea next semester! mustmustMUST!! wish me luck! =)

im too bored to write this post.. my damn phone! we cud have continued chatting la!! mt stoopid phone got error when sending.. but i didnt realise.. wth!!! argh! nvm.. anyway.. he has CHANGED! he used to wish me goodnight.. but now? bla...
anyway.. thanks jieying! u noe wat i mean.. hee.. okie.. ermm.. and yeah.. lingli rocks! haa.. i was kinda forced to say these la hor.. hee.. anyway.. went to bugis with my sister today.. so in the end i bought a t-shirt with a girl wearing mickeymouse costume.. so cute lor!! haa.. but then my mummy said it was dumb.. haa.. got offer lo..but in the end still 15.90.. argh! haa.. anyway.. nice shirt.. and later.. bought a tanktop.. haa.. the yellow rocks la! omgomg.. i love tt yellow! anyways.. quite a nice day to conclude with.. just tt band was kinda boring.. with me hitting and hitting lingli.. and she doing the same thing to me.. we are the SO-childish seniorCUMjunior.. haa.. ok.. im real bored man.. stoopid idiot man.. nv wish me goodnight.. nvm! i wish myself goodnight.. goodnight raeyi! haa.. okie.. and hmms.. audition closing on 10june.. guess we still dun have chance yet la hor.. yeah.. so.. mayflower idol!! here the bonkers come!

the bonkers WILL rule!