OBMUD.

hais.. i guess it's a happy bday for him and a sad day for me.. stuck in the holidays.. only able to see him yesterday for like 2 minutes?? and tt was the last bmt training.. wow.. how nice.. and its like.. no smses.. no thank yous.. no nth! why is he so cold towards me? is it because i once didnt like him? but i still can say.. i LOVE him now.. i want him to be back in my life.. making me happy and stuffs.. pls la wenfa.......
guess it's all over between me and him? the hopeless me returns.. i've nv felt so true b4.. yet when it's true.. no one believes me.. guess everyone arounds me dunno me well enough.. and im still struggling to get out of boredom chatting with somebody i hate.. gosh.. its terrible.. no smses from the one i love yet loads from the one i hate.. HOW NICE!
damns.. he's treating me so coldly yet i find him so nice.. wat the hell? call this the power of love? gosh.. this is the level of stupidity in me.. how weird can i get.. first liking him cause he cleared up the mess on aug8.. and now finding him so attractive when he treats me like shit.. how lame can i possibly get?? VERY!
i tried so hard to get sokwun out of his worries.. and ya.. a thankyou and nth else.. many risks involved.. not dangerous for him.. but for me.. wow.. a thankyou is like SO enough..
anyways.. just like to wish him happy bday.. may all his wishes come true..