OBMUD.

hais.. got back results already. SAD! all c5 lor! except for chinese and literature. i failed my english by 1mark but overall i still pass. im very guilty. i cant make myself see auntymummy and heather AGAIN! chinese get 63. wth la! then maths get 50. hais. SAD. im really veryvery sad lor. then science. HAIS. i dui bu qi my sister. 52 onlygo hell la. history also 50. KAO. only got 1 a2 so far lor. literature. 70. hais. sad man. it's all my fault la. beginning of year think very easy to score so slack&slack. so ya. i would like to annouce tt no matter how good u are, u would NEVER want to slack. yes. i have learnt my mistake. the other papers like art and homeEcons haven give out yet. so ya. wait till tmr lor. hmms. i think i will do best in homeEcons though..
oh well, going lastclass next year ba. then taking art. i think appeal for amaths also no use. cause its really cannot go in one. my maths results.. hais. ya. but taking art. POA should be ok la. got quite alot of future also. must pursue my dream to become a hairstylist. YES. to live a stress-free life. cutting and rebonding and perming hair. HAHA. but at least now i know i not going normal la. haha. i cant afford too also. if i go normal hor, u all wont see me next year liao. i will be studying in heaven's secondary school. where everything's possible. HAHA. imaginary school. COOL. anyways, going hk soon. this friday. SAD. but then heng dun have to participate the activities lined up for us on montuesweds. haha. dunno wat heritagetour and interclass. PHEW. but poor luoling have to be in school without me. muahaa. nvm. got her zihua pei her. so ya. hehe.
dun mind me being crappy in this post. i got SO many things to write lor. so many days didnt blog liao. hmms. ya. going hk disneyland also! going to take pics with mickyminniedonaldgoofypluto! haha. i LOVE disney can? haha. actually i like nickelodeon more. but then dun have nickelodeonland. haha. if not can take pic with spongebobpatrick. OMG. haha. oh well. nvm la. going disneyland can liao. but about $64 leh! omg. nvm. fun awaits!
ya. ART getting more&more united can? haha. going iceskating with them soon. (but dunno they want to go anot) anyways, ya. ART is good. ART is nice. ART is great!

hehe. c-r-a-p. crap. anyways. ya. think i've said too much. happy reading! (quoted by misslo)
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PUI AR!

hehe.. siao eh.. damn chinese paper la! so difficult lor.. go hell la! stoopid mrkim! eh? shit.. blog cannot scold ppl.. forgot leh! eeyer.. stoopid govt.. SHIT! another bad comment.. shut up raeyi..!

anyways, friday dunno shud go 1A seoulgarden anot.. hmms.. cause saturday going out with them* to escape.. hmms.. then like waste alot money liao.. so must safe money.. but friday oso going out with luoling la.. so need to loyal abit.. i promised luoling b4 i knew there was the seoulgarden thingy.. so ya.. im going out with luoling! whoos! we going to buy polotee la.. bermudas la.. bag la.. rubberband la.. clips la....................... LALALA!

haha.. saving money! water is money.. time is money.. money is err.. MONEY! buahaaa.. im just so tormented by the stoopiddamn chinese paper.. how am i supposed to face auntymummy? si liao la..
anyways.. i cut my own hair again.. nth to do in the yesterday cause my sister was out in pasir ris chalet.. WOW...... i was left alone so i took my fav. cut-paper scissors ans snipsnipsnip.. but no one knew the diff this morning anyways.. so ya.. snip how much oso no use.. SAD!
hmms.. toking crap.. DAMN CHINESE PAPER!

yo! exams going to finish liao.. after tt going to guangzhou! omg! haha.. staying hotel for 3days then if got extend trip then stay at my mum's bro-in-law's hse.. HAHA.. maybe going hongkongdisneyland! AH! haha.. im gonna play alotalotalot of rides.. im gonna finish all! haha! (siao)

and ya.. today science can??? haha.. science.. hmms.. ok la.. easy lo.. not very easy la.. my easy means i at least noe how to do.. haha.. i ALL noe except electricity.. about 10 marks gone? haha.. no la.. where got so much.. dunno la...

tmr chinese! haha.. whoos! i MUST win jieying.. haha.. JIEYING! 50cents ok? set!

haha.. very hyper leh.. y ar? hmms.. my sister go chalet.. hmms.. not hyper liao la.. she go then i alone with daddy&mummy.. SAD! me and my pet fishes 'xiang yi wei ming'.. HAHA!
ok.. have to go sleep liao.. as wat heather said.. haha.. "must sleep leh!" wa.. tuition teacher say these type of things.. hahahahahahahahahahaha!

okok! called joyce for conference liao! toktoktok everyday!!! haha...... nokia phones rock can???

haha.. bye..

i was afraid tt my blog wud rust.. haha.. so ya.. just like to say long time no blog! and ya.. got into a new group called art* la.. haha.. and got names like mu shu (tapioca), yu tou (yam), fan shu (sweet potato), suan tou (garlic) and cong tou (onion) and me ma ling shu (potato)! haha.. then yunrong like not agreeable of being plants like tt.. haha.. but yuhua say we are the 'zhi wu jia zu'! haha.. but then joyce want our group name to be 'si dang'.. but then yuhua say like 'si si si' very not lucky.. haha.. so we all call 'huo dang'.. haha.. but nvm la.. we now still call 'ART'.. cause after tt operation then dun have ART liao ma.. so have to think of new name first.. and we plan to go in same class la.. but then they all ALL dun wanna go last class.. haha.. so maybe i go only lo.. but if can then follow they all.. yeah.. but its also better for me if i dun go last class lor.. later ppl mock me.. then i punch ppl.. then later mrprem scold me call my mummy.. then later suspension.. then later go jail.. then later kicked out of singapore.. OMG! haha.. think too much liao.. anyways... exams are ok so far.. going very well infact.. dun think will fail any so far.. but oh wells........ who noes? haha.. anyways.. just like to wish ALL sec2s and all the pupils taking exams now.. streaming ar! haha.. esp 2J and 2I la.. just found out tt 2I is fun lor.. haha.. and gathering closer liao.. hmms.. PC really going to be un-existed liao.. haiss.. NVM.. still got a.r.t.. haha.. anyways.. yeah.. watching lilo&stich now! haha.. then later my fav. cartoon hihi puffy ami yumi! hahaha.......

ART;

I wonder y u must treat me this way.. its not tt I really want u.. Its tt I must have u.. but hu noes I might get u one day? 11 year and one day.. seems long.. may be longer.. but its not really worth it.. is it? Our innocence may be in a way to make our relationship further if we are together.. but I wanna let u go.. I cant! I really cant do it.. I mean.. I want to.. but I cant.. u make me be in a mess whether to continue anot.. I mean.. hu wud want to give up after such a long long time of waiting? I mean.. hais.. I dunno wat to say.. I really love u.. but I dun really see us together.. I mean.. not toking.. not going out.. not doing anything but just communicate in a distant manner.. which relationship will ever go to the stage of marrying without any physical contact? Haiss.. I really dunno wat to say.. shud I wait? Or shud I just try to let go.. im like afraid of letting all my friend down.. but I noe tt’s not important.. and ya.. I think I shud give up.. there are many guys out there.. I mean.. gosh.. but I still cant let u go.. 2 more years cud be worth it.. but it may not too.. as we will still be not toking to each other.. yaya.. u may think im like so in to this just for the sake of it.. I may sound childish if I say these.. but I really mean it.. haiss.. expressing myself here is great.. I’ll just save this whole damn thing.. and name it “my feelings”.. I wonder y cant u just try it out with me first.. i mean.. wud u ever be loyal next time if u are with me? Y not try it out and just feel wat is it like? I really wudnt mind to be ur try-out.. I mean.. it’s a way of letting u learn also.. and a way to make u be better with girls.. but since I mean.. if we HAD a chance to be together.. wells… kiesha and ben’s together.. im happy for them.. REALLY! But hmms.. we are close friends.. they are close friends.. but in a different way.. we are close friends in the smsworld.. they are close friends in the real world.. toking to each other like wat close friends are supposed to do.. I really wonder y I liked u at the beginning.. my fault? I really hope it was just a mistake for me to realize.. but I noe it’s not a mistake.. or maybe It is.. like I want it to be.. I really want to be with u.. but ya.. guess its not going to happen.. even if it does.. we will only go to the extent to so call “marry” in the sms world.. sad? Yes.. sad.. very sad.. oh wells.. now the prob is.. wait? Or dun wait.. I mean.. I really dun noe wat to do.. since u say it like I cant be with u forever.. wat for wait.. haisssss……………… now kiesha’s together with Benjamin.. im happy for them.. u are happy for them too.. and ur excuse for not accepting me now is cause u THINK we are too young.. u THINK it will affect our studies.. and u THINK it will hurt me.. firstly.. I wud like to say tt nth will hurt me more other than u not accepting me.. and with u.. maybe I will do better in my studies.. and thirdly.. I dare to take the challenge of having a relationship.. I may be childish.. but tt particular relationship may help me mature.. but there are exceptions.. and im ready for it.. but since ur not.. I shant blame u.. I didn’t wanna tell u those things cause I was afraid u were thinking im desperate.. which I really am.. desperate of getting u.. not desperate of getting guys.. you! Y-o-u.. I really mean it.. oh wells. Typing these in Microsoft words.. so darn fun.. just late in the sleepless nights.. guess I really have to give up—reluctantly.. but if u wanna have me loving u back.. I will.. but tt’s if u really mean it.. and its also when u really love me.. and to add on.. its if u even tot of doing tt..

Me=hurt

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this was sth i wrote quite a long time ago. just like to post it up.. so ya.. quite a nice entry tho!