OBMUD.

haha. im just thinking of this person. he is just so dumb. u cant even imagine until u've seen or hear him speak. anyways, i wonder y some ppl just dun have any EQ. NONE. actually, most ppl have. but as for him, no. names shudnt be disclosed now as some may noe hu am i toking about. its quite obvious really, not many ppl like him. him himself shud noe im toking about him now.

anyways, im sure ppl hu hate me (maybe none), wudnt be a single bit compared to ppl hu hate him. OH. maybe not hate, cause they wun even bother. just DISLIKE. i noe ppl reading now must think im bitchy or childish or both. so be it. at least i noe there's someone worse than me.

i AM arrogant? ooh. ok. my nose isn't high in the sky as someone said. i have a flat nose ya? gosh. i just cannot stand tt someone. irritating. he told me to think before i speak. H-A-H-A. thanks for the advice man. its good advice really, but i seriously think tt we shud seek inside us before we say such holy words to others. there's a bible verse tt says sth about it. i have no mood to look for it now. so i urge him to find it out himself. its really helpful. especially for him.

haha. at least i noe there's still someone out there hu cant get their dream partner like me. but seriously, not being thick-skinned, i think im more hope-ful than him. pls dun get it wrong. its just my true opinion.

well, ppl make mistakes ya? and the mistakes for my essay was nothing, NOTHING compared to the mistake his mum made- giving birth to him. oops. im being so evil here. God, please forgive me. maybe it will be a blessing if i write this post. its either he change, or dont. pls help him get out of this hopeless life of his. i really want to help him. i hope he changes for the better and at least get a good wife to take care of him if he gets sick in the future.

well, to the person im toking about, ur case is serious. u may think im just (again) arrogant, i dun really care. but pls change ur f*cking attitude before things get worse. really. help us help u. i seriously hope u change. and i HOPE u read this too.

O=)

may God bless me.

WTH. maple has a server maintanence now. darns. i woke up so early. anyways, things had been boring lately, i haven't really had a chance to nicely talk to anyone. everyone in the family is just so... BORED. brotherBarry went to hk, father all night long watching worldcup, mother always in my room using laptop, and sister, always not letting me play maple. I AM AWFULLY BORED.

anyways, while listening to "the power of love 2", i truely realise what is the POWER. muahaaa. ppl can just listen to those songs and crycrycry. haiS. i always wanted someone to sing for me. can anyone sing for me a love song??! girl oso can. ANYONE.

well, brotherJoakim went into the top12 smoothly. good for him yeah? hope u sing well throughout the competition and even win it. WEETS. (oh ya, and hope u received the msg tt i think u would sound nice singing "it's hard to say goodbye to yesterday" by boyz II men.)

i've been thinking of the reason for living.

REASONS FOR LIVING.

• things MAY get better
• i still get to see him everyday

REASONS FOR NOT LIVING.

• i can't possibly get an a1 for every subject
• my mother thinks i'm stupid
• i can't even keep a tortoise alive for a year
• he wouldn't accept me
• no one would like to sing a love song for me
• i eat too much, wasting other ppl's food
• it's better off if i die

oh hey. tt's about it. dun worry peeps, im not going to commit suicide. haha. but IF u really see me dead in the newspapers or sth, i can tell u now tt I WAS MURDERED. yeah? so yeps. byebye.

WOOTS. me and yuhua are angels. haha. dun scold us bhb lor. we are simply true. =)
as i promised myself in maple, im gonna write a poem about us. aka, the angels. haha. so here goes...