OBMUD.

WTH. maple has a server maintanence now. darns. i woke up so early. anyways, things had been boring lately, i haven't really had a chance to nicely talk to anyone. everyone in the family is just so... BORED. brotherBarry went to hk, father all night long watching worldcup, mother always in my room using laptop, and sister, always not letting me play maple. I AM AWFULLY BORED.

anyways, while listening to "the power of love 2", i truely realise what is the POWER. muahaaa. ppl can just listen to those songs and crycrycry. haiS. i always wanted someone to sing for me. can anyone sing for me a love song??! girl oso can. ANYONE.

well, brotherJoakim went into the top12 smoothly. good for him yeah? hope u sing well throughout the competition and even win it. WEETS. (oh ya, and hope u received the msg tt i think u would sound nice singing "it's hard to say goodbye to yesterday" by boyz II men.)

i've been thinking of the reason for living.

REASONS FOR LIVING.

• things MAY get better
• i still get to see him everyday

REASONS FOR NOT LIVING.

• i can't possibly get an a1 for every subject
• my mother thinks i'm stupid
• i can't even keep a tortoise alive for a year
• he wouldn't accept me
• no one would like to sing a love song for me
• i eat too much, wasting other ppl's food
• it's better off if i die

oh hey. tt's about it. dun worry peeps, im not going to commit suicide. haha. but IF u really see me dead in the newspapers or sth, i can tell u now tt I WAS MURDERED. yeah? so yeps. byebye.