Sunday, September 10, 2006
rae is totally confused.
okays, we left early, leaving the rest to go out for dinner themselves. hmms. anyways, today was not as fun as i expected. as in, i tot if the ppl could be more friendly and nice, the things would be perfect. well, they WERE friendly and nice, maybe we were just too quiet. and being NOT friendly and NOT nice, NOT like them. well, i AM confused. ppl can be darn outgoing when their in the cyber world. well, im one of them too. but hey, i seriously dun understand y we shud enjoy in life in the cyber world and not the real world. so basically, im trying to say tt computers shudnt be invented. hmms, maybe the computers shud be invented. but internet shud not be. but in ANOTHER hand, if internet was not invented, there will be no meeting of ppl through the net and maple. hmms, but in anotherANOTHER hand, if internet wasnt invented, we wont even get to noe wat the heck is internet. needless to say, the meeting of friends and cyber games. microsoft games are actually fun enough. hah.
yups, another topic. hmms, a typical family consists of a mum, a dad, a daughter and a son. and usually if a family had 2 daughters, one wud be so darn pretty and girly, and the other one will look like shit and tomboy-ly. YUP. im tt shit and tt tomboy. anyways, toking about tt. i have to share with all of u my deepestDEEPEST secret. even my sister doesnt noe. so yeah, sister, if u read this, plsplspls dun tok to me about it. im kinda sensitive to it. so ya... here goes...
after i tot tt i wud NV like girls, and later on falling in love with wenfa, it made me think tt i am definitely 100% not gonna be those hu can possibly like the same sex in a special way. but after finishing liking wenfa, i tot tt guys are just soooo... MEANINGLESS. as in, i dunno. maybe its only a certain % of guys tt are like tt. or maybe those type of guys dun suit me. anyways, the problem now is, i think im starting to like girls. hmms, and the weird thing is, i dun think i like pretty girls. as in, i like girls tt are tomboy-ish and simply cool. (other than the cool part,) i think im liking girls tt are like me. tt'll be kinda gay in some ways but... bleahs... i really dunno wat im toking about. i seriously dunno wat's going on in my tiny brain. did wenfa really change my way of thinking? or its just tt i think too much? most of u will think tt i think too much. but i dun think so. cause i seriously think tt way without further developing anything. GOSH. kkk, i dun get myself either.
bleahs... this may be a bad choice to share these with u all. pls dun look at me in "special" ways when im in sch or blabla... at least i feel better now after all of these has been taken off my shoulders. and i bet u guys are wondering y the hell am i typing in such a formal manner right? yeah... me too. i shud type like this more often. its a nice feeling. 0=)
wells, for those girls out there, dun worry, i wun like u. all the girls i noe are perfect. with nice bodies and silky hair. haha. i sound like a perv here... HEH HEH HEH~
anyways, i must quickly find another target to fall in love with, to prevent myself from being homo. haha, but its like impossible cause i vowed to fall in love only with guys whose hair are longer than mine. well, i have short hair, so maybe (if tt guy is schooling,) he will be one of those so gets caught by mrPrem all the time. hahaha...
hmms, tt's all for this formal post of rae. wishing sophia a happy bday tmr! and to america, i wish u all the best tt osama doesnt attack again. (IS OSAMA DEAD YET?)
yups, another topic. hmms, a typical family consists of a mum, a dad, a daughter and a son. and usually if a family had 2 daughters, one wud be so darn pretty and girly, and the other one will look like shit and tomboy-ly. YUP. im tt shit and tt tomboy. anyways, toking about tt. i have to share with all of u my deepestDEEPEST secret. even my sister doesnt noe. so yeah, sister, if u read this, plsplspls dun tok to me about it. im kinda sensitive to it. so ya... here goes...
after i tot tt i wud NV like girls, and later on falling in love with wenfa, it made me think tt i am definitely 100% not gonna be those hu can possibly like the same sex in a special way. but after finishing liking wenfa, i tot tt guys are just soooo... MEANINGLESS. as in, i dunno. maybe its only a certain % of guys tt are like tt. or maybe those type of guys dun suit me. anyways, the problem now is, i think im starting to like girls. hmms, and the weird thing is, i dun think i like pretty girls. as in, i like girls tt are tomboy-ish and simply cool. (other than the cool part,) i think im liking girls tt are like me. tt'll be kinda gay in some ways but... bleahs... i really dunno wat im toking about. i seriously dunno wat's going on in my tiny brain. did wenfa really change my way of thinking? or its just tt i think too much? most of u will think tt i think too much. but i dun think so. cause i seriously think tt way without further developing anything. GOSH. kkk, i dun get myself either.
bleahs... this may be a bad choice to share these with u all. pls dun look at me in "special" ways when im in sch or blabla... at least i feel better now after all of these has been taken off my shoulders. and i bet u guys are wondering y the hell am i typing in such a formal manner right? yeah... me too. i shud type like this more often. its a nice feeling. 0=)
wells, for those girls out there, dun worry, i wun like u. all the girls i noe are perfect. with nice bodies and silky hair. haha. i sound like a perv here... HEH HEH HEH~
anyways, i must quickly find another target to fall in love with, to prevent myself from being homo. haha, but its like impossible cause i vowed to fall in love only with guys whose hair are longer than mine. well, i have short hair, so maybe (if tt guy is schooling,) he will be one of those so gets caught by mrPrem all the time. hahaha...
hmms, tt's all for this formal post of rae. wishing sophia a happy bday tmr! and to america, i wish u all the best tt osama doesnt attack again. (IS OSAMA DEAD YET?)
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