OBMUD.

i fucking missed band for nth. and i dun feel like going for tuition later oso. wat has my family become? i really cant do anything being the youngest, and i dun really want to do anything oso. i rather my parents just get a divorce and everything will be peaceful. they never tought of us. did they? wat for torture us just because u wanna save 'face'. is 'face' tt impt? pls, i dunno how much 'face' me and jie lost because of u 2. and we dun really grumble alot. infact we always kept quiet as we really dunno how to handle 2 of the unreasonable YOU.
i mean, if its really so hard being parents, y not just disown us? i really DUN MIND. everybody's not happy with everybody staying together. so y not? not as if there's any use of staying together now. oh ya, there is, to vent ur anger on anybody, and to empty excess water (tears) u have in there. yea, and nth else. i nv really laughed or even smile when my whole family's around at home. other than those times i went crazy and laughed at my own jokes in my own room. tt's y i always say i rather have a broken family than one hu quarrels non-stop everyday. i dun mind having divorced parents. i just want to be happy. YOU just dun get it. forget it, i dun wanna say anything anymore. i just want to yeah... "jump off this building."