Sunday, March 18, 2007

err okay...

hmmm, ok. now i get almost the whole picture of the u and me thing. so many previous misunderstandings we had tt made this one a HUGE one. hmm, fiy, i dunno wat im feeling right now too. i guess we're in the same boat...
0:(

and i sure rmb tt time i asked u if i cud sit with linghui. i rmb things ok... not tt i have stm like faris. 0:S
but about tt... yea, i wasnt so sensitive to think tt u will actually be hurt. im sorry about tt ok? i also cannot quite rmb wat was tt all about. its like so long ago la. -.-

and yeah... maybe u really didnt stomp off. maybe everything just seemed quiet after u said "walao". tt's y ur footsteps seems so loud then. o.0

and i still didnt see the LOVE u had for ur baobao until i saw ur blogpost. heh... my sister has some sort of ur baobao. but her's is just a smelly cloth called "momo" (directly translated= touchtouch).

and im sorry i didnt realise tt i did those things* to u everyday. im really sorry i tot u were generous. so i shant label u as "generous" anymore. because i noe how it feels when ppl think tt ur something ur not. YAR. and i hate it too. so i shud just treat u as my best friend for now. heh..... *shy*

being disappointed with me is the correct feeling u shud get now. because after ur post, i finally realise wat a *beep* i can be. i didnt realise tt u were actually going through the same pain as i am now. infact i think ur worse (no offence), because ur father dun dare to shout back at ur mother. i hope u feel the pain ur father has as i noe exactly how he feels too. and i noe how u feel too. at least i can get to hear my parents shouting at each other (not tt its a good thing -.-). i just have to think "at least their communicating", to make me feel better. and maybe cry a few galons b4 i go to sleep and have puffy eyes the next day. (err, is this how i get my massive eyebags? 0:S) ya... anyway, on another hand, u cant do anything. u just have to suffer the pain ur father has to suffer when he doesnt say anything. err... yeah.

i hope this will be the last blogpost of my apologies to u. altho i wudnt mind writing more. and u still have not answered me yet. HAVE U DONE UR HW?

0xD

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