OBMUD.

o'lvl over over over over over.

YAY!

no more bzbds, no more gonghansihan.

YAY!

but, orals are coming.

and i cant speak mandrin.

i am dead.

is my a1 there?!

hi ppl, SO many things happened to me lately.

• the encounter with a stoopid indian lady,
• i almost appeared on tv,
• and freaking o lvls are tmr.

firstly, the indian lady. i noe everyone noes tt im kinda racist, but this time, its NOT tt im racist. its seriously irritating tt i was scolded by a non-chinese for sth tt i didnt do-- making her daughter fall. like WTH, she ran, she slipped, she fell. how did raeyi get into to picture? and her head was like 10cm away from me when she fell forward. it was OBVIOUS tt i didnt even touch her. i wouldnt want to either. i was planning to help her up. and b4 i could even turn my head back...

indian lady: What's wrong with u girls?

raeyi: (after staring at her with anger/confusion for 2 1/2 secs) i didnt even TOUCH her.

IL: i noe u didnt touch her, but cant u see tt she was there?

ry: (thinking tt i really didnt see her) but she was running for goodness sake.

IL: i noe she was running!

ry: (gave tt "YAAAAA" look, didnt noe wth to say)

sister/SAVIOUR: HELLO, she didnt even touch her!!!

IL: nvmnvm, just get out of my sight.

s: MUST U SCOLD HER LIKE TT??!

IL: (didnt noe wat to say, very chicken-ed by my sister)

and we proudly walked away. it was really very satisfying being able to vent all my stress for olvls on someone. but seriously, it wasnt only tt. i always tot mothers were supposed to be responsible for their own children and not let them run on such slippery floors. esp ones in j8 and SUNTEC CITY. ugh... i was always falling down in suntec city. BUT, i didnt even cry once. y wud toddlers like her wanna cry to show their weakness? and its not tt she was REALLY crying. ugh. anyways, the indian mother pushing her responsibility to me was really unbearable. i have NEVER seen such a mother b4. this is y i am angry.

2ndly, about me almost being on the 2nd season of tabTV. haha, i was walking along the street towards hdbhub with kenny, when suddenly a young chap came towards us.

young chap: excuse me, could u spare us a minute doing this survey?

ry & kenny: hmmm, ya y not?

yc: ok, thanks!!! would u kindly step over to tt area....

b4 he could finish saying his sentence,

ry: (turns left and right and around, seeing nth but cameras) AH! AH! AH! NO THANKS NO THANKS!

turns around and leaves the place, going ABOUT the cameras.

haha. cool eh? the "AH! AH! AH!" was really wat i actually said. -.- if those were captured on tv, it wud be such a joke tt will live on 1000000000 years. HAH.

yup, anyways, Olvls chinese is tmr! are u guys ready to get ur a1s? i noe me and yuhua am! haha. so yeah. good luck to all of u. 0=)

Virgo: Cut someone off at the pass- as displomatically as possible, of course. The plain truth is that you just don't have time for this. Don't dawdle. You need to get in, get out and start taking care of business as soon as you can.

-taken from the sunday times, May 27, YOUR STARS

u cant always be depressed cuz u are impt.....u mean something to someone...i can be depressed all the time cuz i'm worthlessthrow away oso no one care one haha XD...so ya..and no nid always thank me...cuz i always nvr do anything one... :P

HAHAHAHAHAHA, come on. u mean sth to someone ok! i "mean" u man! (huh?) as in u mean sth to me! haha. let's be depressed together.

andand. u nv do anything??!! u did too much for me to thank liao.
so ya...
thankyouthankyouthankyouthankyou.

HAHAHA.

its weird y we have to communicate like tt.
-.-

shud i put back my tagboard? :S

the 2 angels are in comlab4.
ALONE.

with 6 aircons blasting at 16 degree celcius EACH.
i am cold, but she finds it cooling.
UGH.

we are competing hu can blog finish first.
-.-

my hands are so cold they can't type.

i really have nth to say anymore.
i love being an art student.

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ur blogposts seem so sad nowadays...anything u wanna tok about?.....i'm here ya?...although i'm nt much use...XD...anyways...if u wanna...u can tok to me about ur problems....at least help u feel better...

THANK YOU DARYL AGAIN.
xDDDDD.

im fine, this is life...

yup, u are always sad too so its nth wrong for me being depressed too.
HAHAHA.

thanks again!

okay, i shall admit, I, YAP RAE YI, wrote tt comment.

y does EVERYBODY think tt im from a perfect family?
mine's WAAAAAYYYYY far from perfect.

i dun care how broken anyone's family is.
just DO NOT say tt im from a perfect one.
esp NOT caps-ing it.
ugh.

i noe i may like lose a friend by saying these type of things.
as im like against wat his gf says.

ya so...
no matter wat,
everybody really shud be glad to have a mum.

ugh.

im "sorry".
so sorry for u to not noe how to respect ur mum.

AHHHH,
i shan't continue anymore.

this is sickening.

shut up.
i noe how falling in love feels like so u dun have to tell me.

u ARE irritating because u nv tot of how i wud feel when u say such things to me.
u keep sharing ur joy of having YOUR bf.
have u ever realised how depressed i get?
when i can't share ANYTHING with u?

this is y ur irritating.

its partly because i was asleep too.

no matter wat, im still sorry.
im always sorry.
many things end because of me saying sorry.
many things end because im always in the wrong.

it seems like im the only person in the whole world tt noes how to say sorry.
sth like me being the only one hu noes how to use the phone.
watever.
im done with this family.

i'll just runaway...
but score well for my o's.

UGH.

can anyone spare a thought for me?
if u cant, spare me ur room.
im sick of the pathetic atmosphere im in.
i yearn for a time when everybody is at home, talking and eating together happily.
i have wished long enough.

although things have gotten better in the family,
im still treated as nth.

i improved so much since last year.
but im still expected to win ppl from OTHER schs.
cant u at least PRAISE me one time?

its sickening tt everytime i work hard for a paper,
i always get 50+.
partly cause everytime when i work hard, they have to set difficult papers.
and they wud think tt i suck because of all the pathetic passes.
u think i want them?
i wud rather FAIL man.

but again,
i wouldnt want to imagine ur faces if i fail.

but again again,
i dun want to even care.

so,
if i dun get an a1/2 for my chinese paper,
pls rmb to STOP giving me those sickening faces
tt tell me indirectly tt u are disappointed with me.
HEY, im disappointed with myself too ok.
at least TRY to comfort me.

u all must be thinking tt u were always there for me,
encouraging me... blablabla.

think AGAIN.

ahems, today was an okay day...
im just sick of going home by myself, without money in my ez-link. its irritating having to need to take out so many 5cents 10 cents out from my wallet. UGH~

i wanna put $50 in man.

anyways, just came back after tuition. im seriouslly bored with chinese. but i MUST get an a1/2. if not, i will be very disappointed with myself. yep...

hmmm, cold day today. during poa remedial i was putting my head on my bag and using it to make me warmer (huh?), and mdm yati tot i was dreaming. haha. anyways, ya, blaaaa...

ohoh! and ss mass lecture was cancelled! 1stly cause we all improved in our humans, and MOSTly cause mrs selva cudnt operate the slides or watever. ya.

oh... and phoebe... went to the hospital. man, im worried for her. well, i hope she gets well soon and come back to sch to study and pia with us for our o's! YESSSSS.

i love everybody. YAY!

AHHHH, my baobei cant be used. it cant be detected!!! u noe how CHIO is my baobei?!?!?! its so sad my stooopid samsung phone cant send pics to com for free. AHHH, oops, i shant scold my phone anymore. cause it's my baobei's cousin. =X

WHYWHYWHYWHYWHYYYYY. its PINK u noe?!?! and its like. got light and everything. WHY MY COM CANNOT DETECT?! ahhhh. im so AGDFOJHSWFVHOASDHOWRGHERG-ed.

how it cant be used. hp coms dun like my baobei..... only fugitsu's. hurrrrrr.... y ar....
and tt stoopid faris. UGH. when i need him he pianpian dun want ans my call. AHHH. y is this happening to meeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~~~

today is such a bad day man.

i have no mood no more. GOODBYE.

HELLO PPL. i am MID-YEAR EXAM OVER-ED! hweeeeets.
but "YAY", chinese o's are coming. like WTFFFFF. we're gonna have 4 consecutive chinese lessons on monday. yup, u didnt get it wrong... 4, four, si, empat! darns, i dunno tamil. but yea, four!

yupppppp, so im like pia-ing my chinese now. hurrrrr... but first, i'll have to brighten up myself by playing gb first. HAH.

anyways, today was a fun day. with alot ALOT of money spending. just *snaps fingers!* my savings are gone. but i guess its worth it eh? yup, realising tt the present's kinda cool... ya... its darn cool. WHOOOO.

bought my mum a mday card for like... $5.60. ah, hallmarks cards are seriouslly beautiful. it wrote "a beautiful day..." *flips card open* "for beautiful you. happy mother's day." ITS FUCKING SWEET RIGHT?! it makes u go "awww". how i wish for tt day when i get to receive such a card too. HUR. how long wud it be......?

back to reality. im only sec4 this year. -.-
wells, but it doesnt harm thinking about this now rite? YAR.
ppl have dreams, but mine's only more special.
HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

im a feral dog. haha, i dunno how to use tt word. but whatever! mid-years are OVERRRRR.

gbgb and awaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyy...

hey babies! haha, this is my 301st post! like wow. haha, this new layout is (i noe) not very nice la. but... i think im loving it. haha, dun bother ppl, there is no tag board. i just found out tt its really quite useless to have a tagboard. haha, maybe i'll change my mind someday... but for now, i just dun think there's a need to put one. cause its so much better when ppl tok to u straight in the face and not tag ur blog cause they have sth impt to say to u. UGH.

and yes, im so so so jealous. AHHHH, xiaxue got another NEW nitendo DS lite and a tamagotchi. HURRRRRRRR~ y she can get everything one???? i oso want to be blogger la! u noe how much i CHONG BAI xiaxue anot?!?!? i could kiss her toes all day long can? (eee, on 2nd thought, no thanks... :x) haha, but no matter wat, i really admire her. YAR.

and hmmmmmms, i really have nth to say, but MID-YEARS are ending TMR! WHOOOOO...
but think this, after tmr, it will be 17 more days to chinese O's. YUP PPL, 17 more days. u better start doing ur compre and duanwentiancongS ok. and we all shall get A1s!!! but hmmm, i dun think i can get it though. its really difficult to get an A1. i met youhuai today. and asked her wat she got for chinese o's last year (cause she takes higher chinese). she said, "oh, A1!"
u could see my sparkling eyes sparkle like they have nv sparkled b4. A1 leh, A1 leh ppl.
waseh... if i can get an A1, i dun think u can see me on earth cause i'll probably jump sooooo hard tt i land on one of the stars. HAH, cause i dun think i can aim the moon, considering my gb skills. OKAY FINE, i shan't say anymore, this is making me depressed.

okay, i shud eat my ee-mian my SWEETIE sister bought for me. YAY, im a lucky girl. ^^

hi ppl, haven blogged for a longlonglonglong time cause of studying. hais... im saying as if me studying helped me in this exams. sometimes i really think tt i dun have wat mr prem said today- EXAM LUCK.

i study like crap early in the morning at 3am. and during the exams i just make alotalot of careless mistakes. this is not fair man. y am i born with such a careless mind? AH.

this is y i've been very moody lately. im just sososo depressed with myself i feel like slicing my brain off and replacing it with chanel's. HAH. aint tt better? haha, nah. i'll end up killing the both of us. ugh~

mr prem said sth which is veryvery encouraging today. it goes sth like tt... "this exam is a try-out for ur o-lvls. u can make mistakes now, u can make mistakes during ur prelims, but u canNOT make mistakes in ur o'lvls..." AHHHHHHHHH. i noe mr prem, but its difficult. =x

yups, after today, its all left with MCQs. its not a "yay" thing cause i dun feel good having to do so badly for all the other papers. and this is NOT a feeling i wanna get during o'lvls. YES. i must do it. i must do it for the sake of my family, friends, tuition teachers, and of course, THE JAPAN TRIP. i want to go there happy. YAR.

may my dream come true. 0=)

hmms, hi ppl. long time no see mannnnn! haha, busily studying nowadays... yar... yar...
OKAY FINE. i still play gb and aud. PFFFFTT. im sorry, im so sorry everybody. haha. but its ok. at least i did ok (i think) for my ss. BLEAH.

tmr's physics and maths. and i dunno a f-ing thing about ELECTRICITY. hais. im so unfamiliar with things im familiar with. WAKAO LAME LA.

im just so bored. at home alone again. i gek my sai since morning. but it still cant come out. ._.
hmms... yea... today's chinese was ok. i did a similar compre! im just so lucky rite?!?!?

hahaha, randomrandom.

today is my parents... erm... 20th anniversary!

this is so cool. but sadly my father cant make it for dinner with my mum... haiss.... how i wish they could get back together. as in, together. AH, nvm...

watched mars vs venus yesterday. haha... cute show...

today is the 3rd of may!

wo ai ni, wo ai ni, WO AI NIIIIII~
*pinches every reader's cheeks*
*readers smile blissful-ly*

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